Second time I cried like hell..

The 1st time is of course my parents' divorce..

The 2nd time is when my grandma passed away when i was 13..

I remember she held my hand and told me to take care of mum and my brother...

I'm the one who saw her last breath in SGH..

I'm the one who cried the most...

I remember for months i dun dare look at her photos...

Till now I dun like to go pay respect to her...

It takes alot of time to accept that she's gone forever...

I'll never see her again..

I really miss her...

Tears r welling up as I type this...

It just hurts so much to see a loved one goes...

I wish I can hug her right now and tell her thanks for taking care of me..

I love her.. I remember the stories of world war 2.. I remember the toot toot hairstyle she cut for me.. I will always remember her...