Medication error..

Thursday went orchard with bf.. Watched Night at the museum 2... Rate it a 3.5 stars..

The long john silver new deep sea grilled fish is not nice..

Friday worked till 10pm cos very busy.. And Saturday came the news of the boy who was allergic to brufen.. I was the one who served the medication.. But I never do anything wrong.. The doctor who ordered dunno that he has allergy.. And the procedure form shows that he has none.. And I asked father he said dun have..

I feel bad that the boy developed anaphylactic shock and was sent to high dependency ward..

I wrote memo for sister to write incident report.. The boy had allergic reactions last year.. So the form should show.. And the father should know! The father said no to the question to the doctor and to me.. So the doctor and me are not to be blamed right?

Anyway hope the boy is fine..

Last night bf came over and we watched X-men wolverine origins.. rate iot a 3.5 stars too..

Later going to work.. It's supposed to be my off day.. But changed with friend cos she need it.. Yup bf say i so stupid.. haha..

Wish me luck in everything k!

He's my one n only..

bf met me downstairs last night from 10 plus to 11 plus.. Hugs and kisses.. 5 days never meet is soooo long.. But record is 13 days (during his BMT).. and 8 days (when he went china)..

Anyway he will take off on wed and thurs!! Yeah! Thurs is my off day so I can go dating with him le.. And I wanna watch Night at the museum..

I'm loving my bf.. Yup though I've lotsa complaints.. He's still my choice.. U can think of me as silly.. But as long as I'm happy, I know I have ur blessings..

Going off to work soon..

I still love my bf..

Been working.. Never meet bf cos he's busy with exercise which will end only next friday.. I'm missing him lots..

Yesterday is my off day.. A saturday w/o my bf is horrible..

Went orchard with mummy shop shop.. Wanna buy heels for graduation but couldn't find one that I like and is formal.. Haha.. Bought eyelash adhesive for $16.90 and mum bought the double eyelid sticker.. Haha..

After which meet Jia Yuan as he said he got 2 free eng wah tickets.. We took 962 to Sun Plaza just to realise it's closed!!! So we went to Xin Wang HK cafe for dinner then go Sembawang Shopping Centre walk walk.. I reached home around 11pm..

Didn't sleep well the whole night.. Kept waking up.. Wished my bf is by my side..

Later working afternoon shift.. Hope to see bf tomorrow..

Today..

Worked from 7 to 2.30pm.. Uncle drove me home..

Went dental.. Already spent $3865 on my braces.. Then found out that I need to pay another $900!!! Faint.. He said $3800 to $4200 now become $4765.. How can like that? I dun understand but I didn't ask.. Haiz.. Plus last time X-ray n extraction means my teeth is costing me more than $5K!!!

Met bf awhile downstairs.. His last exerceise started.. So sian..

Photos taken these few weeks..

Wad's wrong with Ming Li?

Feeling super down now.. No more tears though..

Started working in CE for a month.. Adapting well I guess..

Yup got scolding from parent.. Made a stupid mistake and report to work at 7am instead of 1.30pm.. Small matters I guess..

Super sian with working life.. 1 day off a week.. rotating shift.. bf complaining of weekends w/o me.. Yes I regretted my choice.. But a 16 yr old choosing a career is like that de ma.. I was wrong to choose nursing when the whole world told me not to.. But it's okay.. I'll at least finish my bond in 2011.. I'm surviving.. No worries..

As for relationship, I thought I've accepted him for who he is.. But realised it's too hard to love him the way he is.. Walking past his parents made me feel awkward and I'll look away.. His friend called him saying wanna meet me makes me sad.. Saying he wanna have a facebook account reminds me of friendster incident.. Whenever he dun wanna meet me, bad memories were recalled.. Just had a 10 min cry.. Let's hope no swollen eyes tomorrow though I've got no plans for tmr's off day..

3 years plus of complaining and suffering is soo boring.. This relationship is full of disappointment.. Wish I can start over again.. I want someone normal.. who'll bring me home, who'll bring me out with his friends.. I dunno whether to wait for my prince to appear or wait for him to change.. wait for him to help me let go of the past by giving me a future..

When people ask, yup I'm in my first relationship which has lasted 3 yrs plus.. sounds so xin fu.. yet it's not.. Yes it's sweet when we go dating.. full of laughter.. But he's sleeping with his hp switched off now ignoring my cries.. Wad am I supposed to do with this kinda 'love'? Tired.. Yet not letting go..

No pictures for this post.. Simply lazy to post pic.. anyway its just a few pics taken on sunday when I meet up with my long-time friends.. Had lotsa laughter with them eating sakae sushi..

Ming Li no longer take pictures frequently.. She's changed.. Cos happiness forgotten her..

Save me.. I'm not suffering from depression YET.. I still blog means I'm still alive..

Already booked my 2nd attempt for driving test.. But didn't go for any lessons.. Ya perhaps I'll fail the 2nd time.. But my irregular work routine simply leaves me no chance for driving.. schedule come out 2 wks early but booking lessons need to be a month early nowadays..

Nothing is going well for me.. Since I stepped out of poly.. Life has changed.. Trying hard to be myself again.. The happy Ming Li.. laughter is short-lived now..

To kat etc, dun be surprised by such a depressed post.. I know U care.. I'm still the Ming Li who talk crap who laugh with U, I know I'm loved.. I love gatherings with u all.. It makes me forget unhappiness for awhile..

To poly frenz.. Perhaps I've not been putting in effort to keep our friendships going.. But I cherish the memories.. Thanks for making poly life great.. See u all on 26th (graduation)..

To end this post, I still love my family, my friends and him.. I'll love myself more.. Wait for me.. Ming Li will be back..




HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAY!! May all wishes come true!

Abandoned blog..

Okay.. Didn't have the mood to blog.. And it's been a long time since I last took pictures..

Wad's there to say.. Hmmm.. Besides work..

Thursday: Went out with chun to bugis.. We conquered the street using 4 hours.. And I spent $70 on a dress, a vest, 2 tops, a pair of shorts, 3 fake eyelashes.. Very long never go on shopping spree le.. And I chose those cheap but nice clothes k!

Friday: Went Kallang Leisure park, then Geylang then Bugis with bf.. Dating is no longer fun with laughter.. Quarrel..

Yesterday: Work till 9.30pm.. Wanna meet bf but he refused and said I am irritating.. Disappointed in him..

Today: Working afternoon shift again.. Super sick of him..

Won't be updating soon.. Perhaps this blog will change into a place where I type rubbish to vent my anger only..