Finally went to see doctor..

Woken up by bf @ 9am today.. It's my off day.. He pei me go Woodlands Polyclinic see Dr. for my around 10 days URTI.. My weight decrease again.. 41.5kg.. Wait n wait.. Left there 1 plus.. Haiz.. had a quarrel with bf.. Will not elaborate on it..

After that went Orchard.. Bought a top for $32.90 for CNY.. Watched Australia.. Cried twice.. Rate it 3 stars ba..

Went chinatown after that for dinner.. Lighting okok only..







Well a short post cos gonna go sleep le.. Tomorrow on afternoon shift..

To update next year ba.. Haha..

Happy 999 days anniversary..

Today PM shift.. Junior with another PCA.. Did 2 admissions.. Feed baby, set up phottherapy, do CLC, parameters etc.. One thing good about afternoon shift is that it's relax and less busy.. But very sian to go home late.. However sunday got uncle drive me home very good.. Bf no car to drive le.. Cos brother sold that extra car away le..

Bf keep cmplaining he on leave but I work everyday.. Haha.. So poor thing of him to stay at home bored.. Love him as always.. Missing my friends too.. BBQ was confirmed on 1st Jan.. Looking forward to it!

Completed singapore shopping with him..

Went East point with him today! First time going there.. Nothing much to shop really.. david saw me there and called me.. But he never greet me cos he's in a rush..

In case U dunno him.. It was through a guy called Jia Yuan who lives in woodlands.. He got my email through wholivesnearyou.com and accidentally paste it in their msn conference so Dav and edmund added me.. And Dav called me thinking it was Jia Yuan playing tricks with them.. Talked with them over the phone for some time and finally met up with them a yr plus ago and watched just follow law.. After that also met up with Jia Yuan twice for supper.. And chatted with their frens like Keng Guan, Zhi Qiang and Frost on msn..

Anyway headed to orchard with bf.. All day long we've been going to Cds shop and shops that sell LCD tv etc.. Like Best denki.. Super sian le.. bf loves going these places.. Haiz.. No choice but to pei him lor.. But anwyay he bought a shirt for me.. Hehe.. Dunno y recently I like to wear clothes with sleeves le..



Anyway today i would like to mention an incident I dunno how to solve.. And I must say this.. I HATE NOKIA! in dec 2005 I bought my 6111.. The first hp I pay for myself.. In July 2007 I gave that hp to uncle cos I bought my sony ericsson.. The battery always run flat easily so uncle bought an original battery from admiralty Singtel.. In dec 2007 The battery melt!! Lucky nobody was hurt.. The cover also melted lor.. So it was sent for repair at Causeway point.. 1 year already!! And everytime we go there to collect the hp we were so unhappy! They said they can't find the hp and can't find their copy of the receipt!! Once and again they said will compensate us with a new 6111 sent to our house but NEVER!! Mum called the newspaper Sin Ming Ri Bao, they said wanna interview us but too troublesome so we never agreed.. Go CASE will cost money.. And we never go back to NOKIA regarding this since September bcos we went like 8 times already.. Flare up le.. They can't even give me back my hp.. WTF!! This kinda service from such a big company is simply shocking! They should really reflect or they'll soon go bust..

A christmas filled with peace joy n love..

Went Bugis, Central and Liang court with bf on x'mas.. I simply love dating with him cos he always brings me laughter..
















Yesterday was on morning shift as in-charge junior alone of 2 cubicles.. Was busy but still can cope until i've to assist in blood taking twice and plug setting once and then came 2 admissions.. So busy that I didn't go for break.. So I went home early by 15 min lor..

Slept with bf again last night.. He gave me a small winnie the pooh which I said was cute on his birthday.. Oh so sweet of him to remember..



Hehe.. later going out with him again.. Loves it..

Done with evolving GE but down with URTI..

Monday: Work morning shift.. Took 4 cases.. Preceptor gave mid-posting feedback le..

'Ming Li is a hadrworking girl, she is keen to learn and has met most of her objectoves in the past 6 weeks. She communicates well with staff and patients.'

Verbally she said I'm very good.. Haha..

At night meet bf to watch little nonya together..

Tuesday: Work morning shift as junior.. Inserted OGT etc.. After work went Padma house change clothes then she drove us go to the chalet.. Lotsa food.. And Drs are surprised to see us in shorts.. Haha.. So different from the student nurses they see..










However, flu got worse and secretions turned greenish..

Today woke up feeling so unwell.. Quarrel with bf as he never care for me.. Last nite only threw LEMSIP down from 8th storey for me instead of coming down to meet me.. But now okay with him le.. Still feeling sick.. Right eye still swollen.. Had a piece of log cake and now eating breakfast.. Spent the afternoon reading 2 issues of U magazine.. Not meeting celest and fung to celebrate xueling birthday le.. Cos really dun feel well..


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TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

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Specially to Xueling! May all your wishes come true!!

Hasn't been feeling well..

Since thursday evening I've nausea each time I eat.. Diarrhea twice since then.. Bloated tummy though I eat much lesser than usual..

Friday: Afternoon shift.. In charge of a cubicle as Junior.. Feed infant, NGT etc.. At night bf came over to sleep.. So I'm the first to wish him Happy birthday..

Saturday: Went Pulau Ubin with bf to celebrate his birthday.. First time going there.. Cycle until so tired.. Nothing much to see.. Evening went Junction 8 midnight shopping.. Watched YES man.. I'll rate it a 3.5 stars.. Very funny show..


















Sunday: Work afternoon shift.. Took 3 cases..

Today: Morning shift.. Took 4 cases.. bathed children, get ulcer swab, throat swab, nasopharyngeal swab, urine FEME, served medications etc.. Go break for only 50 min and go home late for 53 min.. Missed 962 n 912 @ wdls interchange then took 912 halfway raining call mum but reach bus stop no rain.. Like an idiot as uncle drove me home for that short distance..

Now waiting for bf to come with my dinner since yesterday never got to see him.. He's on leave till 6th Jan..

Yet another day w/o him..

Woke up at around 9.. Meet up with Mei Xing at 912 bus stop at 11..

Then mum called and told me I forgot my wallet.. So we headed back to my house then walk to Admiralty take MRT to Orchard..

Went Ngee Ann City basement for fish n chips ($9.90).. Quiet nice..

And bought birthday card ($5.10) for bf..

Bought Giordano Bermuda ($29.70 after lunch hour special 40%) for bf as x'mas gift..

Went Isetan wisma & scotts, Tangs, Paragon.. but can't find $15 bedsheet needed for gift exchange on 23rd x'mas chalet by ward 56.. We wrote wad we want on paper and then pick each other's paper.. I picked s SEN who wanted a queen size bed sheet..





Anyway we went to causeway point Metro then finally bought one for $20 from Aussino half price sale..

However my mum asked me to give her that cos too ex.. And she'll help me get the single one for $15.. Lolz.. I think I'll claim the $20 from bf as x'mas gift from him to mum..

Today never meet bf cos he went to visit his sis who has just given birth to a girl at 1pm today at Mount Alvernia Hospital..

Spent the night wrapping present, writing card and doing a silly thing for bf..

These 3 days..

Mon did not take case..

Yesterday took 1 case..

Today took 2 cases..

Bathed infant and children..

Assisted in Bone marrow aspiration..

Faxed for appointment and discharge patient..

No longer afraid of assisting Drs..

Last met up with bf was on mon nite..

Yesterday he didn't want so I also nv force him..

Tonight he's coming to meet me..

Tomorrow I'm going out with Mei Xing..

I love having weekends off!!

Yesterday went Jurong point with bf.. He brought me a white shirt as X'mas gift..

Although had an episode of quarrel over silly thing which made me teared before going.. The day was sweet..

Jurong point is now much bigger!

Slept and woke up with him..

Went dentist.. And then eat KFC breakfast.. It's not nice..

After which went Northpoint.. Although it's expanded but still nothing much to shop leh.. he bought a bra for me.. Haha..

Then headed to Causeway point.. Bought him a Nike bag as birthday present ($59.90)..

2 months ago, bought him a Swatch for $239.. He thinks it's too ex a gift.. So he returned me $200..

So I still gotta buy him a x'mas gift..

3 days of shopping! Loving him..

Friday was a nice day..

Yesterday was on AM shift..

Assisted Drs in setting plug.. But both patients unsuccessful cos too chubby.. Poke so many times.. The first one successful only by Registrar.. Second one only took blood..

Took 2 cases yesterday and discharge a patient.. Didn't pass report that I wrote cos too busy helping with set plug..

Collected NPA, did CLC..

Lunchtime chatted with the ITE guys who are enjoying their last day.. They're funny.. One of them keep saying I'm pretty.. FAINT* But I told my bf no worries cos they're all younger than me by a year.. So it's simply impossible.. Gave him my number as he asked for it several times.. He wanna treat me dinner for hurting my toe.. Haha..

The nurses asked me to go bugis eat dessert with them after work.. I said okay but cos will be delayed due to loss of old notes of a patient, I didn't go with them..

Went Junction 8 with bf.. Watched Twilight.. I would rate it a 3.5 stars..

And there are guys who looked at me yesterday.. Long time nv make up le.. Didn't know I'm so attractive that one guy turned around and look at me like... So my bf ask me to wear more.. Lolz.. So I wear jacket lor.. Hate it when guys look at me like going to drool.. disgusting.. And when I went girls toilet got one girl also look at me.. Dots..

2 days of stupidity..

Wednesday PM shift:

Yesterday the nus student and ite student each took the BP of a 2 weeks old baby.. Both get 60 plus for systolic.. So I took again.. We all use the new dynamap orange cuff..

I wanted to try the old dynamap cos usually it's more accurate for infants.. But before that we tried on another infant there's error..

So I inform my preceptor (SN in charge).. She asked me to inform the HO.. So I went to the HO.. However 2 MOs came with me instead..

They examine her and said she doesn't seem hypo.. So they asked me to take the O2 saturation.. I used the dynamap but it doesn't detect..

So I told them the dynamap got problem.. And rushed to take the SaO2 machine.. But all are in use so i went to borrow from the EN in the next cubicle..

She came along with me and she used the old dynamap to measure the BP again.. Systolic was 102.. And the dynamap saO2 can be used..

I felt like a total idiot as the MOs look at me..

Thursday morning shift:

Today another idiotic me..

I helped the SN despatch the urine specimen.. I forgot to put it into the pneumatic tube.. I just dropped it into the hole and send..

And I didn't realise my mistake until the SN told me..

The people came and repair.. Get the stuck specimen out..

I'm feeling so guilty for the inconvenience caused..

And the ITE student ask me that time similar incident happened was it also me.. OMG!! Recalling back.. I think I was on nite shift that day and I sent the specimen.. Twice and I didn't know wad's wrong with my sending method.. How can I be so stupid?!! I had sent thru pneumatic tubes in TTSH wad..

Haiz!! Super moody the whole day.. Nurses need to be vigilant and meticulous.. But I'm clumsy and careless!!! I'm just not suitable for this job..

But anyway inserted NGT yesterday for the first time.. Successful at first try cos patient is drowsy so never resist..

That 3 weeks of Geron posting I dread is actually better than these 5 weeks of PRCP.. At least I'm much more familiar in ttsh and now I've lost the confidence I once had..

Tomorrow morning shift and going to take case.. Hope can serve medication and do discharge..

And I find that I'm kinda scared of Drs now.. Not confident in talking to them or assisting them in procedures like setting plug..

Anyway these 2 wks got 4 ITE guys.. They're nice to joke around with.. But one of them so confident in me la.. Treat me as his in-charge like I very li hai like that.. But Oh no.. 5 weeks of doing junior and I'm still not that good! Haiz.. Very sad..

Oh 2 more incidents.. Last sunday a SN and cleaner laugh at me.. So sarcastic la.. I take key to open linen trolley to take linen.. Then the cleaner said cleaners' trolley got wad.. Why must go take key open so mafan.. Then the SN said ya lor.. magic.. Now she knows.. Haiz!! I know that there are.. But I took 3 times and they are torn, with holes or dirty.. I was so busy that day that I dun even bother to explain..

And today when I do NGT feeding.. The SN (pneumatic case) ask if she need to supervise me.. I told her I ASPIRATE then let her check the litmus paper.. She heard I say I'm EXPERT.. And say dun tell me u expert later like in the morning....... Though the way she said is not in a mean manner.. I felt like omg.. Everybody must be thinking of me as a fool.. Nobody will trust me anymore.. And it's like walau! I'll never ever say I'm an expert.. Not in anything.. And definitely not as a nurse!

Oh and the NUS and ITE students said I got fierce look.. Oh so many people had said that since dunno when.. Sick and tired of this.. I just dun smile 24/7 lor.. Not my fault I look fierce ma.. But of cos those who know me finds me friendly la..

Okay.. Enough of complaining..I'm going to take a nap and wait for my beloved bf to come and sayang me tonight..

A day w/o him..

Today on morning shift.. It's week 5 and I'm still doing junior only... Abit sian le.. Did para, feeding toddler, bathe infant etc.. Not a busy day.. Just busy chatting with another ITE student.. Glad to have them around to pei me.. Had debrief session from 2 to 3.. Most people complained about not having enough time with preceptor..

Anyway not meeting him today and tomorrow.. Giving him space.. haha..

Today my friend Ma Li Li bought ne a water bottle.. The brand name is......

MING LI!!!!!!!!!

These 3 days..

Saturday: AM shift.. Dearest bf gave me a surprise early in the morning by suddenly tapping me at the back at admiralty station.. pei me take train to work and wait for bus.. Super sweet of him.. Work was fine.. mainly taking para, sponging and feeding babies..

Sunday: AM shift.. A busy day at work.. NG tube feeding, taking para, doing CLC, sponging, bathing and feeding a 1 yr old cute boy etc.. After work go bugis and orchard with bf.. Watched City of amber which I'll rate 3.5 stars.. An interesting and exciting movie.. Anyway his mum ask him to bring me home again.. She said not pretty nvm as long as I'm nice.. Haha.. Too bad I'm pretty but naughty.. LOLz.. That's wad my bf and I joked about.. But he added on that I'm good wad.. Can work and earn money.. can cook.. Dots.. But he won't be bringing me home I guess.. Not until we're getting married ba..





Today is hari raya so no work for me.. Went chong pang with mum and uncle.. Bought a blouse for mum @ $30 as x'mas present.. Watched Madagascar 1 which bf lent me.. Bf came at 7 plus with my dinner.. Watched Tv with him..

Tomorrow on morning shift.. Hope it'll be a nice day..

2 days w/o other PRCP friends..

Yesterday was on afternoon shift.. Did NG tube feeding, CLC, para, admission etc..

Today is on morning shift.. hai hao got ITE students pei me so not so bad.. Observed NGT insertion, assist Dr in setting plug, use enteral feeding pump, suctioning, hypocount, urine dipstick test, bring patient down to eye clinic, CLC, para, admission etc.. Wanted to bathe an infant but let the ITE guy do it instead.. Tomorrow I shall do it!

Anyway these 2 days nv meet bf.. Today he dun wanna meet me bcos his new 42" LCD TV come le.. Sianz.. Shall have an early night later ba..

Anyway yesterday tried the pantene 3 min miracle treatment.. It's not bad.. I got the sample cos i went online to register a month ago..

Next 2 wks roster is out.. I got off on mon (hari raya) and weekend.. Yeah! And I applied off day on 20th dec cos of bf's 21st birthday also approved.. But i can't go for 21st dec sec sch gathering cos i on PM shift.. not good to apply so many off ma.. Hope they can change the date or something..

Another day off gone just like that..

Met Sing Ee for badminton in the afternoon.. Played for an hour.. Very long never play with her le.. Reminds me of our pri and sec sch days.. 8 years of friendship..



Met bf at Jurong east and went Dhoby Ghaut with him cos he meeting someone from ebay to buy stuff..

Had dinner at plaza singapura and then back home.. Super sian..