Marriage?

Went for lunch with mum and uncle at 2 plus..

Ate fish porridge though I yearn for other food..

Cos my teeth will only recover only on wednesday..

Today not pain except when biting..

Why spend money and suffer pain? Haha.. I've always thought of it as unfair why others are born with beautiful teeth whereas I need to spend money and bear the pain?

Well everyone have flaws.. I've things people yearn for too.. I comfort myself many a times.. Haha..

Anyway what drew the last straw to making me go through this is when I saw the wedding pics of my fren.. Her teeth is not straight too..

I dun wish to have my large photo hanging on the wall with my teeth not straight..

And the two teeth that hides behind is starting to decay no matter how hard I try to maintain dental hygiene.. Everytime go polish it will turn back to white but as time pass, it starts to decolourise again..

And I spent the whole afternoon reading U weekly and The Straits Times.. Miss reading newspaper with bf as we will discuss and argue and laugh..

Talking about marriage.. recently my mum was telling me no need wait for save enough money, new flat come etc etc before getting married de.. Like her, she ROM at 19 and gave birth to my brother at 22 also raise us up wad.. I disagree with her view and my bf knows that..

I dun wanna live with in-laws cos i dun want any conflicts.. I want honeymoon trip, I want wedding dinner.. Haha.. And that's wad my bf wants too.. Both of us dun wanna get married cos of pregnancy.. And my bf wants a 5 room flat..

So hopefully we'll get married when i'm 24 and give birth when i'm 26.. Hehe.. though he had said 20/12/2012 he will marry me (That's his 24th birthday)... And he say wanna get me pregnant during my 2 yrs bond wif kkh so give birth free... LOl.. I know he's kidding.. Crazy guy.. He said he wants 3 children and he wants me to not work until the child turn 1.. 4 months maternity leave is not enough ya?

Lolz.. He got lots of plans ya? He made no promises to me.. These 2 yrs plus he dare not promise for fear of breaking them.. But every word he said.. Every hope, every dream are promises to me.. We both hope for forever though i always say we'll last meh?

And guess what? What matters most is that my dream of becoming a wife by 26 comes true.. Haha.. Cos I wanna be a young and pretty bride.. =P

Anyway my bf is complaining my basic pay of $1600 is low as a professional nurse.. Lolz.. With diploma pay so low.. That's wad he said.. Well I will pursue a degree.. And he going SIM after ORD next July.. I believe we'll lead a good life.. And sometimes he complain very sian to have children.. Haha.. And I agreed.. Though I love babies.. One day I saw a mother pushing the baby looking tired and sort of haggard.. I told my bf I'm afraid of aging.. I wanna be single, young and attractive.. Lolz..

Oh life is so short la.. My bf say hey u turning 20 next yr liao leh.. It's like Oh darling.. Please stop reminding me that I'm growing up day by day..

Monday blue..

Waited for my bf till 12 plus last night and fell asleep.. He woke me up at around 12:45 to say that he on his way at CTE.. Then 1 plus he called to say he going to park the car and Q up to bathe.. I always wait for my bf before sleeping de.. But I was too tired..

I woke up at 6 plus go toilet so i sms him mornin.. He told me he slept at 2:30 and didn't sleep well.. Haha.. Kinda glad he didn't wake me up at 2 plus..

Anyway he called me just now at 12 plus to tell me his exercise is 24 hr de.. Sop he not coming back tonight but he'll be back 12 plus tmr.. Haiz.. Here goes my monday I guess.. My life more or less revolves around him.. Oh my life would be so boring w/o him..

Today marks the start of my second week of holiday.. And I've got no plans.. Poly frenz r mostly at attachment or working.. Sec sch frens has gone to UNI which means they're very busy.. Haha.. So only poor Ming Li stays in singapore rotting.. If I have money to go overseas jiu hao le.. No particular country I wanna visit.. But sad to say my bf always tease me cos 19 yrs old le still nv board a plane b4..

Enough of complaining le.. Post again when I have things to share ba..