Is my bf that bad-looking?

Just played badminton with Katherine..

As usual, she ask me got change bf ma.. Haha.. She simply dislike my bf la.. Cos the way he hurts me.. She ask me then my bf got intro me to his friends ma.. Haiz.. Sad la.. Y everytime ask me this question my ans is the same?

Anyway she say a gal from my sec sch Hui Yun.. I dunno her but think got see her before ba.. She saw my bf and I and told Kat that I so pretty why my bf not handsome at all. Like flower on cow's dung. OMG! Should I be happy that she thinks I'm pretty? But no, I'm totally sian diao by wad she said abt my boy.. Kat said that b4 but nvm cos she's my gd fren..

So I should be the one to let go of him when I see people who knows me right? How ironic..

Anyway I think many people from WRSS knows me bcos of my hair.. Been asked more than a 100 times by teachers, principal, schmates..Not exaggerating..

And I remembered got once i was walking up the stairs to the school hall after recess when a sec 5 malay gal with highlighted hair pull my hair.. She said it was so unfair that first class people dye hair dun get punished. And a malay classmate said to me that 'U think u very pretty ah. Like monkey.'

I was really pissed off. It's not my fault I'm born with brown hair right. Annoyed by those who ask again and again. If dun trust me, then just go ahead cont. to assume instead of questioning me.

Haiz.. But anyway I enjoyed the badminton session with Kat.. Long time never exercise le.. And she very funny.. Always ask me reach home sms her.. It was 6 plus when we go home lor.. I got so attractive that guys will take the risk of molesting me in broad daylight ma?

I'm missing him..

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Bastards

I shall now share my experience regarding horny bastards.. girls should beware of guys..

When I was 6, an indian man took off his pants at my door and signal that thing (though I dunno the handsign at that time). This happened for ard 5 times... I never dare tell my mum or grandma...

When I was 9, another man exposed himself at the doorstep of my 3rd uncle's house...

When I was 11, as i walk to my cousin's house alone in the afternoon.. A guy who is ard 17 approach me and said that i look sick.. He ask me follow him so that he can check for me... Lolz! Of cos I'm not so stupid. I told my cousin who in turn told my mum...

When I was 15, I like to chat in irc cos of loneliness..

Several guys I meet says they like me and wanna be my bf.. Haha.. Scary la.. So despo..

One particular guy said he is 18 and he does sound young.. End up he's ard 50 ba.. EEeek..

One guy i meet for movie and dinner.. The 3rd meeting i went his house do homework, he ask me watch porn with him.. Crazy. However he didn't force me.. And of cos now never contact le..

The worse case was a guy who was nice to chat on phone.. I chatted with him for 2 months before he started to show his real side.. He keep wanting to meet me.. But I dun wish to.. Cos I already conclude that guys known thru online can't be trusted.. Haha.. Anyway he started calling my house in the middle of the nite when i refuse to answer his calls... I ask him wad can i do to make him let me off... He gave me his address and said he wanted sex. Disgusting man. My brother said he will accompany me go report to police. But end up i dun have the courage. So i spent $60 to change my house and handphone number. Half a year later i dunno how but he found my new no. Faint. However this time I very attitude to him, I spoke in english harshly saying I'm not interested in him (like it wasn't me), so he never call me again. And oh ya.. his mum called me.. she is obviously unaware wad her son wants from me.. she told me go her house eat when free lor.. like as if i'm her son's gf.. I can't bear to hurt her by telling her wad a pervert her son is.. So i politely rejected.. Can u believe this? Asking mum to call a gal who u wanna rape?

And now, a mid-thirties guy who live in woodlands keep messaging me in friendster about seeing me in my neighbourhood and need to relieve himself each time. I'm totally disgusted. And he grabbed my pictures.. So i reported him.. And now he is using his fifth account which haven been suspended to message me again! Irritating. And i think I saw him once.. There was once when i was waiting for bus 912 with mum when a guy keep turning around to look at me though he walk few metres away le..

Since 16 i never go irc le.. And will never go again.. Cos people r either lonely cum despo or horny cum pervert.

However there r many guys who add me in friendster. I dun mind chatting with them in msn if they're decent. But once they started to say things indecent, i delete and block them.

I dun think i'm attractive, but my frens and bf always say guys look at me. Basically i never make eye contact or look at people when i walk.. Been whisered by ard 10 guys before.. But i ignored. I'm totally sick and tired of dealing with guys.

Second time I cried like hell..

The 1st time is of course my parents' divorce..

The 2nd time is when my grandma passed away when i was 13..

I remember she held my hand and told me to take care of mum and my brother...

I'm the one who saw her last breath in SGH..

I'm the one who cried the most...

I remember for months i dun dare look at her photos...

Till now I dun like to go pay respect to her...

It takes alot of time to accept that she's gone forever...

I'll never see her again..

I really miss her...

Tears r welling up as I type this...

It just hurts so much to see a loved one goes...

I wish I can hug her right now and tell her thanks for taking care of me..

I love her.. I remember the stories of world war 2.. I remember the toot toot hairstyle she cut for me.. I will always remember her...