Friday, October 17, 2008

I'm not angry anymore.

He's sleeping on my bed. I've forgiven him I guess cos I love him. I shall go and hug him now. Yes Ming Li is just so soft-hearted that her bf bully her.
Since Celest tag me, I shall play the game.. w/o tagging anyone. Lolz... Cos no one to tag la..

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?

Hmmm.. My bf know every single thing abt me. So I can say that I've got no secrets.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

I always say i'll not, but perhaps i will if he's the prince I'm waiting for..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yup. Cos I've lots of friends in school.. And as compared to work, school is the best thing. I'm already missing my carefree poly life..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Put in bank and collect interest. Go travelling with my loved ones. Buy lots of clothes etc etc...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Whoever I fall in love with shall be my best friend. So now besides my bf, I dunno who is my best friend.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Definitely being loved by someone. But sad to say, I'm fated to suffer in love with someone whom I love him much more than he loves me. Only got myself to blame, I never give any chance to other guys who will love me more than they love themselves.

7. What is one song U wish ur guy will sing to u?

I'll never break ur heart - backstreet boys

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Will try my best to put down my feelings for him and hope he last happily forever with his girl.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

I'm very sad. bcos I dun think so. Haiz.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

A blessed 29 year old who is still young though married happily with kids.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Everyone around me.

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?

A strong girl who deserves to be loved by a great man.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

The second one i guess.

15. What is your favourite colour?

White, pink, blue etc. Lolz.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Yes.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Will that ever happen? I guess I'll choose whoever comes first.

18. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
Hong Kong
U.S
Taiwan
Japan
Korea

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

I've always yearn for love. Can't stand singlehood anymore.

It's finally friday!

Last night was really flare up with my bf cos he never come fetch me before nvm. But he's even unwilling to talk to me while i walk home alone from admiralty. He said I'm irritating yet again. I hate him to the core.

I mentioned breakup and ask him to reflect. Tonight the same thing repeats though in the morning and afternoon he said he know he dun cherish me, he can't bear for us to part wadeva shit.

He's now in my room but I'm angry with him. He just dun love me as much as he loves himself. Selfish and self-centred. Can't believe my bad taste. Can't help feeling stupid to fall into this endless pit, a trap he set.

perhaps Katherine was right these 2 yrs plus. He's not worth having me. I deserve a much better guy than this.