Friday, October 3, 2008

A day w/o my bf..

Woke up at 12 plus with nightmares.. I keep dreaming of my bf.. I woke up and sms him not to leave me.. But I can't exactly remember wad i dreamt.. Haha..

Watched HK drama again.. Then take train to meet chun and shi yu to Peninsula @ city hall for Korea BBQ cum buffet.. Spent $22 each cos chun got 20% discount.. Tried to call my bf again while on my way but his hp got no reception yet again..









My bf called me at 7 plus.. Finally.. Chat for awhile.. He ask me why i sms him asking him not to leave me when last nite then we go dating.. Haha.. I know I'm silly la..

Anyway Shiyu is yet another person who thought there must be alot of guys wooing me in poly.. That's not true at all! My course is deprived of guys! And girls thinking they will woo me if they're guys doesn't mean guys think so.. Haha..
I'm not that great..

We ate for 2 hrs! Then went home with chun.. Tried calling my bf when I'm walking alone but can't get him again.. felt empty at that moment..

Oh ya.. Today my mum told me about how bad my dad was again.. So besides blaming her for being pregnant with me and not being around for the childbirth of my bro and me.. He did other things as well. They got divorced when i was 10 after 3 yrs of separation.. And he owe HDB 5K cos he dun want us to get our flat.. And he owe my grandma 2K.. So no choice my mum paid for it.. Last month my dad was admitted to hospital for skin problem.. My mum told me that may be retribution.. Never be evil! Oh mummy.. I know how bad you always nag he was.. But still he's my dad.. U still will ask me go visit him.. So why keep on telling me things that happened so many yrs ago? Wad matters most is that he's changed.. And u have nothing to do with him anymore.. Let bygones be bygones..

Anyway now feel empty cos only managed to talk to bf for 5 min.. He's exhausted and need to wake up early tmr.. Can't wait to hug him tmr nite.. =P