Wasted saturday..

He went home at 7 plus.

I continue to sleep till 11 plus.

Online until 2 plus.

Went Facial at Vista Point from 3 to 4 plus. It's my 4th time going for facial since 16 I think.

It was painful as usual.

Thought bf will date me out but he said it's late and his parents cook dinner alr.

I'm disappointed. Really tired of him.

So I watch HK drama then now my mum wanna watch channel U so I came online to do my homework. Haiz. Weekend also cannot rest. Wad an attachment.

Dreading monday cos must take case.

Thinking of conversation with 2 girls whom I know thru attachment. They're not bonded. They will not be working as a nurse cos nursing is just so different from wad they expected. And I must say that me too.

Since year 1 I regreted my choice. It's stressful and busy and not all patients or their relatives appreciate u. I'm tired of nursing after 3 yrs of attachment. But I shall strive on to finish my 2 yrs bond.

After the 2 yrs bond, I'll either get a degree in nursing or change career path completely. If I shall cont. nursing, my aim is to be a lecturer. Haha. Seems like fat hope girl.

I used to think that interest is the most important thing when choosing career, I guess now I realise we work bcos we need money to survive. That's reality.

I'm already 19. Wondering how many yrs I still have. I'm tired of living. Ha-ha.

Here's question 10 which i dunno y I missed out..

Do you have any regrets?

Yes I do. I regret not hugging my grandma and tell her I love her before she passed away.

I regret loving my bf.

I regret choosing nusing.

Well life is just full of regrets.

But I'll make the best out of my choices.