Countdown 1 day!

Last night took two cases.. Ms Hsien asked alot about the patient.. Lucky I pass first so go home at around 9.25pm..

Today took 2 cases also.. She asked me about the medications.. I know the indications but i dunno the different types of anti-hypertansives like all the -lol are beta-blockers..

Tomorrow is finally the last day of my 3-week Geron posting! Dun wish to take any cases but she surely will not let me slack.. So just have to strive on for just another day!

Just read celest's blog and found out about May.. Really shocked.. She was asking me to take care and she ended up admitted to hospital.. She's always so health-conscious about diet and exercise yet she's having problems with abdomen.. Haiz! So unpredictable.. Just called her.. Really hope she'll get well soon..

Take care May!!


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And I forgot to mention 2 days never meet bf le.. Cos I afternoon shift he dun wanna meet.. I'm fine with it.. Perhaps the stickyness faded somehow.. Anyway meeting him later.. Yes I still love him..

Counting down 3 days to one-week holiday..

Yesterday was on afternoon shift.. Had a new CI for this week Ms Hsien.. She's stricter than Mdm Tang. Never smile except to other CI.. And she talked about how stressful PRCP will be and told us no excuses. Take 2 cases each day. Haiz.. Thought my last few days can slack.. Anyway yesterday she's on morning shift so never assess me.. But today she's afternoon! And yesterday I did not take any case cos the staff nurse said she cannot cope..

Today I shall take one case.. Afternoon take case very sian de.. Cos pass report will delay going home time.. Some more tomorrow morning shift.. But I shall look forward to friday since it's morning shift and my bf wanna date me go eat buffet.. Hehe..

4 more days of Geron posting..

Yesterday went AMK with bf.. he drove.. his driving is much better now.. But he's always stressed over finding the way.. Haha..

Then we went home and he came over my house at 8 plus and went home at 10 plus..

Dating is always sweet..

Anyway now eating buns before going to TTSH.. Sianz.. 4 days faster pass..

Happy deepavali

Last nite I watched HK drama till around 11 then called him chat awhile..

Didn't wait for him to sleep.. Perhaps I'm too sleepy.. Perhaps I'm getting used to sleeping w/o him.. It's a good thing for me.. No need be so good to him la.. Maybe a bad thing to him cos he called me at 12 plus but I saw the missed call only at 2 plus..

He called me just now.. I asked if we're going out but he said he dun feel like going out.. Sianz.. If I'm not having period, maybe I'll ask frds out for some sports.. And I seriously miss going for a swim..

So today no plans yet.. Slack at home or force him out maybe.. Hehe..

Sunday

Spent the afternoon playing msn hexic, peeling longan for mum and myself, watch Mr and Mrs Smith..

Missing my bf already.. He's going out for dinner with family.. And I'm alone at home cos I didn't join my mum and uncle to Chong pang for dinner..

Going to bathe now and then hmmm.. No plans. Wait for him to come back from dinner..

Weekend

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks yesterday cos bf tranferred movies to me via his portable hard disk..

Met him at 3pm go Novena shop around.. Treat him to thai n chinese restaurant.. We eat beef kway teow and pandan leaf chicken and almond beancurd..

Then we went orchard to shop around.. Didn't watch movie cos nothing interests me..

Bought him a watch which costs $239 for x'mas cum birthday gift.. Last mth already chosen but wanted to wait till dec.. But cos his old watch alr spoilt for some time.. I buy it now.. We both like it.. He said he'll pay me back $100 in dec so that I only pay half the price.. But I rejected..







Anyway after bathing he came over at 11 plus to sleep with me..





Just went Woodlands point to exchange the lousy earpiece which cost $15. Bf paid another $35 to buy an original one for me.. Means the earpiece cost $50.. My heart aches lor. I just went ebay to check they're selling at $18, $19 like that.. Haiz.. Damn it lor. And somemore my old one like can use again.. So shit!

Anyway went dentist just now.. He changed the lower set of modules only.. he said wanna concentrate on the lower first since the upper is almost okay le..

Oh Guys pls stay away from me..

Just chatted with a guy who add me in msn cos he saw my friendster..

After intro he ask things like am i alone in my room. And yes I know wad he is up to. He then said he's open-minded and ask if I mind. I replied yes and so bye bye then he offline le.. I deleted and block him.. There're countless such guys in my block list..

Tired of entertaining such people. Can't guys just be decent for once?

Oh no..

Last nite bf came with my dinner fried beehoon.. And my flu medicine..

He went home at 10 plus..

I slept at 11 plus but woke up at 3am and 7am to change pad.. So irritating.. Though I wear 35cm Sofy.. I still will wake up de.. By the way I prefer conttony soft to dry net but I'm using dry net cos my bf help me take wrong when I wanna buy in watsons.. Haha.. And seriously I've tried the 40.5cm and it's simply too long that it can be seen when I wear shorts.. So eeekk...

By the way, woke up feeling better.. Though my secretions turn greenish which indicates infection.. I'll not let myself fall sick! Anyway I usually see dr. only when i've high fever like above 39 degree celsius..

Oh forgot to mention yesterday the nurse said I look like china cos i'm very fair.. Usually Singaporean not so fair.. But the patient's family disagreed and said I look like Singaporean and I talk they know.. Haha.. Thanks..

And I dun think I'm fair lor.. Fair people are like Celest and xueling.. Envious la.. Since that time go sentosa with bf my shoulder has yet to return to it's original colour lor.. So tao yan.. And people like xl and fung is like purposely go tan but very fast fairness returns..

It's saturday!! Wonder where my bf will date me to later.. Hehe.. In a good mood cos of long wkend? I dunno..

Friday is a rainy day..

Late for 12 min cos missed train and is it raining so train too slow? I dunno but lucky my friends waited for me..

Went Bedok and Chai Chee for 6 cases today.. The patients are nice to treat me drink Coke, Chrysanthemum tea and Yakult.. Haha..

Changed to polo tee at Bedok station but forgot bring slippers to change so v. ugly to wear shorts with the ah ma black shoes..

Anyway reach home at around 2.45..

After bathing I off my hp cos the mms to my bf cannot be sent out..

I was watching HK drama when I realise my hp never ring.. So I checked and realise I forgot to on it back.. Saw 2 messages and 10 caller alerts from bf.. So called him back..

He reached home at 3 plus.. It's not my fault I nv on my phone cos I blur.. It's he stupid nv call me house to look for me instead.

Angry with him. I'm having a flu so dun wish to talk to him as he said dun meet me tonite le. Sick and tired of his threatening of not meeting. Crazy.

Anyway last nite he finally called me at 9 plus. He told me he cannot come back as one of his campmates take off.. He is not well-liked by the rest so nobody take over his duties.. They drew lots and my bf and another guy so suay kena. And the room too many officers and no reception so can't contact me..

Wadeva. Tired of army bf. Tired of him. I'm sick now. Need a better guy who really cares for me.

Worried..

I called his house his mum says he haven go home yet.. I called him and it's still ' Starhub is unable to get a response..' The last time he contact me was 5.23 am.. He's not so irresponsible de leh.. If he's going home late he'll call me de..
Anyway if u r wondering why my blog lack photos recently and my friendster also nv upload pics.. It's simply cos as xueling said when she sees me today.. U looked shag.. Yes I'm pretty tired these few wks..



And wanna post how the watch my bf bought look like cos it's not bad and cheap.. I have taste cos my friend also say it's nice..

It isn't wad I thought...

Woke up at around 5am today then sleep back cos set the alarm at 5.55am.. However bf sms me at around 5.25am to tell me he go sleep until 12 and come back normal timing as the exercise finishes...

So I slept back and woke up when alarm sets off.. but oops.. Off the alarm and fell asleep.. Lucky woke up at 6:13am so quickly prepare and went out.. Wanna take bus to admiralty cos drizzling but when I wanna jaywalk across there're simply too much cars so as I see the bus, I decided to walk in the rain.. And reach admiralty just to miss the train and waited for 6 min..

Reach there and meet Deborah, Arfa and Aisyah... Only Aisyah is early.. The other 2 are late.. So we never wait for Arfa who later lost their way..

Anyway I'm assigned to SN Helen Tan and set off late cos they're having conflicts on taking cases and taking leave.. And I never bring umbrella so kena said..

Went to four patients' house in tampines and pasir ris.. Helped to carry the super heavy bag containing the stuffs needed for taking bp, hypocount, dressing, urinary catherisation and NG tube insertion..

Ended at 2 cos she never give us lunch break.. Took bus 3 to Pasir Ris station.. Went white sands toilet and eat curry puff and mushroom chicken puff.. That's my breakfast cum lunch.. people were looking at me cos I'm wearing uniform at a place not near hospitals.. So tao yan..

Took train to Raffles Place to transfer cos thought can get a seat but too many people.. So stand all the way and coincidentally met xueling they all at novena..

Dropped off with nurul and Yinling at Yishun cos wanna return the dvd bf rented (last day le.. Later fine la..) Cos first time rent got bonus of $3.50 so no need to pay.. But I dun think I'll rent a 2nd time cos too mafan to return especially alone.

Reach home at 4 plus.. Eat lots of cookies and watch HK drama till 5 plus then bathe..

Now trying to contact bf for the dunno how many times cos it's late le.. Dunno why still no reception.. is it still in camp or hp no battery.. Wadeva the reason he should've tried to contact me.. Make me worry lor.. Wad if he got some accident or collapse right.. Okay choy..

So I shall say that today is not such a great day as I expect..

Need a break..

Today I never take case though I served med.. I'm just too tired to take case.. Busy all day.. And angry cos kena scolded by a fussy patient when I feed PEG..

Anyway my 2nd uncle came so we went out for dinner..

Met my bf awhile before he book in.. Went admiral park.. Then when i walk back alone got 2 malay guys who looked gangster said hello to me.. I simply walk off..

Tomorrow and fri going HSE and mon is PH.. Yeah.. No need go back 7C for 5 days.. Really need a break..

PRCP posting is out.. I'm posted to ward 56.. Paeds medical.. Total 4 students and none of which i know.. But at least the discipline is wad I want.. Lucky nv post me to gynae or obs.. Hehe..

I aim to finish learning driving during PRCP so that I can take my test before my PDL expires on 6th march.. Hope can pass first time!! So many things ongoing..

Emptiness filled my heart..

Today took one case.. But never pass report cos when I wanna write report the staff nurse wanna see us students for teaching us documentation...

But I did serve medication and do changes in IMR etc.. It's tiring to take cases and stressful too..

Today lecturer said looking at my dark circles she knows I'm very tired and will fall sick next wk if I dun take care.. She ask me take lime and beef to boost my immunity.. Haha.. My bf said I got dark rings cos didn't sleep well as I called him at 1 plus.. Perhaps miss him so nv sleep well ba..

And I dun really see myself as a third yr student cos there're many things I nv did before..

Urinary catheterisation, NG tube insertion, Stomach washout, off drain, PEG feeding, Connect extension tubing, IM injection, collect urine FEME and culture from Indwelling catheter, Suctioning... Dunno why I got so many skills nv perform before.. Haiz.. Always busy with diapers and parameters..

Now eating instant beehoon.. Today finally no homework! So just now was watching HK drama.. How I wish tomorrow is saturday.. Am I lazy or wad?

Anyway during attachment I eat much more than usual as I'm hungry all day long.. I finish all my meals and take snacks on my way home and when I reach home.. Yet everytime attachment i'll get skinnier.. And I'm sick of people saying how thin I am..

That's all for today.. Hope tomorrow will be a better day..

Stupid.

I lied in bed since 9pm and unable to sleep so went toilet at 9:51pm.

As I was in toilet I have a hench that he'll call me. So quickly go back to my room and check my hp. True enough!! 9.55pm one missed call from him. Called him back at 9:57pm and no reception again!! Damn it. Called 3 times also like that.. Haiz.

Anyway came online cos forgot to send Zhu Yu homework to be combined.

Very sian diao now. Why am I so blur that I didn't put my hp into my pocket and go toilet like I usually do?!!

Lonely night..

Although mdm Tang told me to take case today, I didn't cos I dunno how to make changes in imr etc yet so I learnt today and tomorrow will probably take case. She signed our Logbook today for mid-way de..

" A proactive, alert and keen to upgrade oneself student - keep it up! health tips shared to improve her weight and increase immunity. A reliable, responsible and caring nurse. Has potential to EXCEL with guidance. "


I must say that the feedback is exceptionally good.. But I still dun like this posting.. Haha.. Too much homework..


Anyway I just met bf for 5 min cos he booking in for exercise on night shift. Haiz. This means I've got no dear to talk to when I'm lying in bed going to sleep later.. Missing him already..

Weekend is almost over..

Last nite he asked me go yishun walk walk.. So i met him 7.20 at the 912 bus stop..

We walked to admiralty and went pasar malam walk walk and buy food and drinks..

Then we take 969 go Chong Pang walk walk..

Bought Choc Pokkie and mac ice cream..

Then he ate Roti prata and teh tarik..

We rented 'The Oh in Ohio" from a machine outside North Point..

Then we meet my mum at the pasar malam to help her bring back stuffs she bid..

Reached home around 12 am then I go bathe and bf n I watch the dvd..

As he saw me taking out contact lens before i bathed he commented that oh he has a wife who take out eyeball.. Dots.. So I asked ur ex nv wear ontact lens meh twice then he replied yes but he nv go her hse b4 ma.. And I probe him.. As I know that's a lie. And true enough he went her house before lor.

We lie in bed at 2 plus.. He hugged me but I dun wanna hug him so i type an sms in his hp saying abt yet another lie.. I tried to ignore the feeling of being deceived but i just can't. Bcos as i lie in bed, the fear of him with all his lies and the pain just came back like I relived the hurtful events.

Haiz.. And so he slept.. This reminds me of 1 1/2 yrs ago, I keep asking him his frds know he got gf anot.. His answer is always yes.. I didn't believe him.. So I use his hp to sms 3 gals and they all dunno my existence.. That nite I didn't sleep.. I couldn't bear to sleep beside a liar..

And last nite I realised he has not changed.. He's still full of lies... I really dun understand why.. Perhaps truth hurts..

Well in the end I hugged him while he's asleep..

Woke up at 8am as his hp alarm ring.. He didn't hug me.. Just raised his voice and order me to quickly go prepare cos we had said to go woodlands point eat breakfast.. I was angry. I'm not a dog. So I said I dun wanna go and sent him out to my door.. He did not bother to coax me.

After 10 mins of calming down.. I called him.. He was already at the bus stop. I sms him if he's going alone. He said he's waiting for me. That's bullshit. He didn't even bother to call me. It's just that just nice he haven board the bus lor. So I replied that I'm tired of being obedient like a dog and he would have waited for me under my block if he wanted me to go. Well he's a loner anyway.

So I lie in bed feeling angry and hurt. I was biting my thumb hard cos physical pain can make heartache diminish for a moment. Okay I'm a little psychotic at times.

And then I decided to go find him. To be happy or upset is a choice. I know i can't fall back asleep. I know if I dun do anything my sunday will be a really bad one.

So I called him to ask him dun go eat first cos I'm on my way. He said he wanna wait for me I dun want then have to go alone very sian one. I dun wish to quarrel with him. And he said he'll wait for me. So I took the bus alone there. It's a first time. And I realise I didn't really open my eyes during the journey with him so many times cos i past some infrastructure that I never noticed before and was wondering if I had missed the bus stop. Just like since I'm attached I never look at guys. My bf always say that I dun give better guys a chance.

When he saw me, he held my hand. I didn't bother to fight with him.

So we had Mac breakfast. I tried the new wasabi fillet-o-fish. I didn't like it so the last 1/4 i exchanged with him and eat mcGriddle. One good thing about him is that he's never fussy about food.

After which we walked around at woodlands centre and he bought earpiece for me for $15 cos my earpiece is spoiled.

Then we took 903 to wdl mrt and took train to bugis. He bought me a $5 watch bcos my nurses' watches are spoiled and I need a watch.

We shop till 1 plus then head to sun plaza to have our lunch.

At 3 plus it was still raining heavily so when we ran to the bus stop, we were drenched.

We were shivering in the bus and he rubbed my hand and thigh to provide me warmth. yes that's sweet.

And he lent me $80 cos I'm broke. I'll return him on sat..

Anyway these 2 days we saw 4 girls whose dress are so short that the panties can be seen and the heels are just so high.

Especially today got 2 girls go orchard at 11 plus. The dress short still nvm, it was white and so thin that we can see red bra with black panty. We both think that they're sluts. And i said they r prostitute is it and my bf said they're escorts. Well many poly, JC and uni girls are working these kinda part-times to earn their sch fees and their LV bags etc.

I said nowadays alot of these kinda girls no choice. Then my bf said that even in ancient times also got prostitutes wad. So I replied, last time they were ashamed of their work. Now these girls are proud cos they think they can be in this line bcos they have assets. So my bf said they change ten bfs do with all ten so doesn't make a difference anymore and somemore can earn lotsa money.

Well I've received email from such company looking for escorts. And got a guy who email me twice about wanting to 'bao' me for 3 times a week during office hour and 3k/mth cos he saw my pics in friendster. Of course I ignored these people.

Haiz.. The world has changed. Nowadays sex is just nothing to most people.

Wasted saturday..

He went home at 7 plus.

I continue to sleep till 11 plus.

Online until 2 plus.

Went Facial at Vista Point from 3 to 4 plus. It's my 4th time going for facial since 16 I think.

It was painful as usual.

Thought bf will date me out but he said it's late and his parents cook dinner alr.

I'm disappointed. Really tired of him.

So I watch HK drama then now my mum wanna watch channel U so I came online to do my homework. Haiz. Weekend also cannot rest. Wad an attachment.

Dreading monday cos must take case.

Thinking of conversation with 2 girls whom I know thru attachment. They're not bonded. They will not be working as a nurse cos nursing is just so different from wad they expected. And I must say that me too.

Since year 1 I regreted my choice. It's stressful and busy and not all patients or their relatives appreciate u. I'm tired of nursing after 3 yrs of attachment. But I shall strive on to finish my 2 yrs bond.

After the 2 yrs bond, I'll either get a degree in nursing or change career path completely. If I shall cont. nursing, my aim is to be a lecturer. Haha. Seems like fat hope girl.

I used to think that interest is the most important thing when choosing career, I guess now I realise we work bcos we need money to survive. That's reality.

I'm already 19. Wondering how many yrs I still have. I'm tired of living. Ha-ha.

Here's question 10 which i dunno y I missed out..

Do you have any regrets?

Yes I do. I regret not hugging my grandma and tell her I love her before she passed away.

I regret loving my bf.

I regret choosing nusing.

Well life is just full of regrets.

But I'll make the best out of my choices.

I'm not angry anymore.

He's sleeping on my bed. I've forgiven him I guess cos I love him. I shall go and hug him now. Yes Ming Li is just so soft-hearted that her bf bully her.

Since Celest tag me, I shall play the game.. w/o tagging anyone. Lolz... Cos no one to tag la..

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?

Hmmm.. My bf know every single thing abt me. So I can say that I've got no secrets.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

I always say i'll not, but perhaps i will if he's the prince I'm waiting for..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yup. Cos I've lots of friends in school.. And as compared to work, school is the best thing. I'm already missing my carefree poly life..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Put in bank and collect interest. Go travelling with my loved ones. Buy lots of clothes etc etc...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Whoever I fall in love with shall be my best friend. So now besides my bf, I dunno who is my best friend.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Definitely being loved by someone. But sad to say, I'm fated to suffer in love with someone whom I love him much more than he loves me. Only got myself to blame, I never give any chance to other guys who will love me more than they love themselves.

7. What is one song U wish ur guy will sing to u?

I'll never break ur heart - backstreet boys

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Will try my best to put down my feelings for him and hope he last happily forever with his girl.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

I'm very sad. bcos I dun think so. Haiz.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

A blessed 29 year old who is still young though married happily with kids.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Everyone around me.

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?

A strong girl who deserves to be loved by a great man.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

The second one i guess.

15. What is your favourite colour?

White, pink, blue etc. Lolz.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Yes.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Will that ever happen? I guess I'll choose whoever comes first.

18. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
Hong Kong
U.S
Taiwan
Japan
Korea

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

I've always yearn for love. Can't stand singlehood anymore.

It's finally friday!

Last night was really flare up with my bf cos he never come fetch me before nvm. But he's even unwilling to talk to me while i walk home alone from admiralty. He said I'm irritating yet again. I hate him to the core.

I mentioned breakup and ask him to reflect. Tonight the same thing repeats though in the morning and afternoon he said he know he dun cherish me, he can't bear for us to part wadeva shit.

He's now in my room but I'm angry with him. He just dun love me as much as he loves himself. Selfish and self-centred. Can't believe my bad taste. Can't help feeling stupid to fall into this endless pit, a trap he set.

perhaps Katherine was right these 2 yrs plus. He's not worth having me. I deserve a much better guy than this.

So bad lor..

My bf just now sms me say he not going home tonight.. So I called him immediately for fear that no reception again.. And he said he today, tmr and fri not coming back cos exercise end late like 10 pm.. I was so upset lor.. Then I asked him where is he cos the background sounds noisy unlike camp.. He said in train.. Walau! My hearing is so good lor.. I was suspecting the background is train liao lor.. So I hung up on him then he called me back.. SUPER BAD MAN!! He said wanna surprise me.. Rubbish lor.. Hai me sad for nth.. Anyway he said he not going home but coming straight to meet me cos last nite never meet.. So I asked him buy Roti Prata for me and mum for dinner. Hehe.. I love him!!

Perhaps..

Last night I sms him after work that dun tell me u r not coming over tonight cos that's the last thing I wanna hear.. And he really didn't meet me.. So I ate Maggi Mee for dinner..

Tears rolled down my face when I lie in bed wanting to chat with him.. It was 9 plus and he rather watch stupid show than talk to me..

And he sms me that he's always very irrtated by me whenever he dun wanna meet me.. He said I know he's at home and doing wad, so why can't i loosen the string a little.. So I slept. After 45 min my mum was talking loudly on the phone with her brother which woke me up... So I called him cos I dun remember we were 'arguing'. Upon the 3rd ring then I remember I'm not supposed to irritate him so i hung up. He called me back and we talk for a min and I said bye and hung up.

I woke up with single eyelid cos of crying last nite I guess.. But recovered as I took mrt.. Those who know me will know that before 18 I've double eyelid when I'm crying, sick or tired.. Then now is usually double eyelid but will be single eyelid when my eyes are swollen.. It's very obvious so it's embarrassing when I go to school with single eyelid.. Heex.. And Xueling very funny yesterday cos she suddenly say hey I got one good news for u.. Ur eyes grew much bigger as from poly yr 1.. Lolz.. I know that it grew bigger but not so much la..

Anyway this morning I called him for nothing then chat for 3 min... He just called me to say he'll be home late tonight.. Which implies he'll not be meeting me again I guess...

Anyway today the staff nurse never let me serve medicaton cos she probably think she will serve faster w/o needing to supervise me.. Sian diao lor.. So whole day change diapers, bathe patients, take parameters.. Busy day. But at least i served ventolin w/o any supervision...

Tomorrow is afternoon shift so tonight can sleep more le..

P.S.: He just dun understand that a busy day of boring and tiring work, he's my only motivation.. Haiz.. I accept him for who he is.. I never bothered to ever ask him intro frens or family to me.. And I wish he'll accept the fact that i dun get sick of meeting him day and night.. When we first started we meet at least 7 times a week lor..

I dun like geron posting..

Started yesterday at ward 7C in ttsh.. The 2nd time I worked in that ward le.. And it's the 2nd time kena Mdm babara Tang as CI.. She's one who has high expectations and often nags at us..

Back to the life of changing diapers and taking parameters.. Sianz..

And The CI gave lots of homework for us to do.. Tired after a day's work and need to go home find info online simply sux man..

Enough of complaining.. Just have to get on with these 3 weeks of attachment..

A busy sunday..

It's the last day of my holiday.. Very sad.. Not looking forward to Geron attachment.. Dun really like TTSH.. Haha..

Anyway meet bf go 888 plaza eat breakfast then go dentist..

Then went chinatown walk walk.. Went to have walnut cream and bf have almond cream.. We didn't finish cos it's nt nice.. Haha..

Then went Vivo city walk walk.. Shared Starbucks choc chip cream (ice blended)..

Then went Mount Faber.. Walk uphill for 10 min then return le.. Lolz.. Cos I'm wearing platform slippers..

After which went Admiralty park.. The urban park is not that bad (went before).. The nature park which just open not long ago is so forest lor.. And it was getting dark.. Bf piggyback me for awhile.. Hehe.. Anyway when we walk out of the park.. We reach the prisons.. Lolz..

Took bus home.. Saw Soh Hwee at wdl interchange so chat for awhile.. But i was damn shagged.. Cos really tired after walking the whole day.. And my hair is messy.. Haha..

And now I'm waiting for bedtime..

Tomorrow is 8 to 4.. Haiz!!!!!

Pretty saturday

Spent my day watching HK drama again.. haha..


Meet Theresa and chun for dinner..


Went AMK hub wanting to eat New York New York but TOO many people Q-ing up..



So we went to eat SUKI SUSHI at AMK central..


We treated sasa cos it's her bdae on fri..





















Never meet bf today.. This means this week only meet him for 5 days..


And I'm rather sian that monday start 3 wks attachment at ttsh.. Haiz!!

Wanna hear me sing.. Then dun laugh.. Lolz..

Haha.. Miss going k box la.. So no choice sing alone..

Good friday.. hehe..

Last nite couldn't sleep so lie in bed and record myself singing.. Very lame.. but if u wanna hear go ahead.. hehe..





In the morning my new sofa finally arrived.. It's red.. Not bad.. Took a pic just now sitting on it..



Today went vivo city wif bf.. he got his pay today on the 10th as usual.. But now got $25 more.. hehe.. So he treat me to buffet.. Only took these 3 pics.. Of cos we ate many other food as well.. He ate all the shells which I didn't.. And the fried chicken and wanton is nice.. And he said He's amazed by the amount I eat.. Lolz..







He just called me cos he had nightmare that his dad scolded me at his house until i cry.. And he felt like coming over.. So sweet of him.. But we both think that 1:35am is too late.. So he went to continue his sleep..

Wad a day..

Slept at around 3am cos was watching a cinderella story (a nice one).. Yesterday woke up with stomach feeling unwell.. After drinking milo wanna take med but med finish le.. So bo bian go driving..

My driving lesson yest was... Not good.. Haha.. Cos I'm very sleepy and kinda blur.. And got that naggy instructor again.. He use his pen to poke my leg lor just to ask me to remember things. Hate it man! Dun wanna elaborate on this old man. But he's not fierce at least. He sheltered me to the centre as it was raining just when the lesson was about to finish. But still I'm abit drenched after alighting from shuttle bus not much shelter..

So i reach home at around 4 and had my breakfast cum lunch..

After bathing I watch HK drama..

Around 7 my bf finally called me.. After hearing him pouring out his woes for ard half an hour.. He ask me go downstairs pei him..

So I listened until 8 plus then send him home and go buy dinner.. Ya he says when he is upset I everything can.. If he's not then he'll be the one buying dinner for me.. hehe..

At around ten my bf says he wanna come over and sleep cos my bed always make him sleepy.. Cos he's not in a good mood so can't fall asleep de..

I was surprised cos even if i quarrel with him he can still sleep..

We slept at 12 plus..

He woke up at 5.30 to go home to prepare go army..

He called me at 7 plus when he reach boon lay.. Talked for less than 5 min then i said bye bye cos i was too tired.. Can't remember wad he said..

And I was so pig that i woke up at 2 plus just now and now I'm still having my breakfast cum lunch..

My mum and uncle went malaysia le..

So after my meal i shall continue watching HK drama..

I find my life so uninteresting like revolving ard my bf only! Oh.. But I'm contented with wad I have.. Heex..

Had fun with bf..

Spent the whole afternoon watching HK drama again..

Then around 8 my bf came..

He just went home at 10 plus..

This morning I dreamt of my bf marrying another girl.. In my dream I was crying and dunno who to turn to.. Very scary..

Tuesday..

Started tuesday watching transformer online.. It is a nice movie.. I'm still watching it right now.. Feeling kinda empty watching it alone.. So kinda miss my boy..

Monday blues again..

Woken up by mum again! Cos she sweep the floor.. She never respect my privacy.. And I hate it. Cos I never wear bra when I sleep so i dun like her to open my door and mop the floor or wadsoeva.. And it's irritating when someone wake u up n think there's nth wrong wif it..

Spent the afternoon reading new paper and watching HK drama...

My mum nagged at me the whole day saying I never help out in housework.. Come on.. Housewife should do housework and it's my last week of holiday.. I'm emo..

She nagged more than 7 times asking me to wash the dishes.. I will wash it when I want but the more she nag the more I'm unwilling to.. But eventually I washed at 8 plus..

And complaining to my bf abt her nagging.. He sided her and said I should help out.. So I was really fed up for half an hour..

And Iris said she will return the dvd to me on sat and wanna borrow another show.. My mum said cannot.. As u know I'm never a stingy person but my mum is a calculative person even to her daughter like me.. Not to mention my friends la.. So she said if she wants then sell her.. $8 is very cheap.. Then she nag again.. Can I just faint?!

Today never meet up with bf cos his dad is discharged so he wanna act guai stay at home.. I never demand to meet him cos wanna be understanding ma.. At least he called me many times..

So I must say that today simply sux!

And now my mum is nagging at me again.. Gotta go.. Hope tuesday will be a better day..

It's monday..

Oh it's monday already.. And I can't fall asleep.. Last week of holiday before my Geron posting at TTSH.. Oh.. Can this week not end?

Nothing to do so cam-whore..

A nice saturday..

Went City Square (JB) with mum, brother n his gf..

Went Season to have dinner.. Shared fish baked rice with mum, drank mango bubble tea and the four of us shared banana split..







We shopped around and they surprised me with a belated birthday gift.. I thought my future sis-in-law is buying it for herself, so i commented that left display dun want la.. only red got new piece so buy red lor.. Though pink is nicer.. Haha..

I love pleasant surprises!







However, something unpleasant happened at woodlands checkpoint.. First is my mum dunno how to use the automated machine (Put in the passport and scan thumbprint).. We crossed over already then was telling her wad to do.. Then the police ask us to wait at the clearance.. Attitude la.

Then is my bro gf kana caught for bringing bubble gum.. Lucky is only confiscate never fine.. But it's scary to go into the office alone facing the cops..

Anyway reach home at 10 plus and my boyfriend came over at 11 plus to watch Mama Mia with me.. I toast Japanese chicken and Hawaiian Pizza for him..

We slept and woke up together.. So sweet to indulge myself in his arms..



He went home at 8 plus and I slept till 1 plus..

Was watching HK drama..

And wanted to go out with him but he needs to wait till his nephews sleep cos his dad is hospitalized and his mum is sleeping..



Went Tampines Mall and Century Square with my dear.. Had lotsa laughter as usual..






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Happy 2 years 6 months..

Yesterday went malaysia to eat and cut, wash and blow my hair.. 5 plus come back jam for 45 min..



Last night my bf came over and watched death race dvd with me and sleep with me..



Oh nothing much to update.. Later going malaysia with mum, bro and future sis-in-law.. Haha..

A day w/o my bf..

Woke up at 12 plus with nightmares.. I keep dreaming of my bf.. I woke up and sms him not to leave me.. But I can't exactly remember wad i dreamt.. Haha..

Watched HK drama again.. Then take train to meet chun and shi yu to Peninsula @ city hall for Korea BBQ cum buffet.. Spent $22 each cos chun got 20% discount.. Tried to call my bf again while on my way but his hp got no reception yet again..









My bf called me at 7 plus.. Finally.. Chat for awhile.. He ask me why i sms him asking him not to leave me when last nite then we go dating.. Haha.. I know I'm silly la..

Anyway Shiyu is yet another person who thought there must be alot of guys wooing me in poly.. That's not true at all! My course is deprived of guys! And girls thinking they will woo me if they're guys doesn't mean guys think so.. Haha..
I'm not that great..

We ate for 2 hrs! Then went home with chun.. Tried calling my bf when I'm walking alone but can't get him again.. felt empty at that moment..

Oh ya.. Today my mum told me about how bad my dad was again.. So besides blaming her for being pregnant with me and not being around for the childbirth of my bro and me.. He did other things as well. They got divorced when i was 10 after 3 yrs of separation.. And he owe HDB 5K cos he dun want us to get our flat.. And he owe my grandma 2K.. So no choice my mum paid for it.. Last month my dad was admitted to hospital for skin problem.. My mum told me that may be retribution.. Never be evil! Oh mummy.. I know how bad you always nag he was.. But still he's my dad.. U still will ask me go visit him.. So why keep on telling me things that happened so many yrs ago? Wad matters most is that he's changed.. And u have nothing to do with him anymore.. Let bygones be bygones..

Anyway now feel empty cos only managed to talk to bf for 5 min.. He's exhausted and need to wake up early tmr.. Can't wait to hug him tmr nite.. =P