It's finally friday!

Last night was really flare up with my bf cos he never come fetch me before nvm. But he's even unwilling to talk to me while i walk home alone from admiralty. He said I'm irritating yet again. I hate him to the core.

I mentioned breakup and ask him to reflect. Tonight the same thing repeats though in the morning and afternoon he said he know he dun cherish me, he can't bear for us to part wadeva shit.

He's now in my room but I'm angry with him. He just dun love me as much as he loves himself. Selfish and self-centred. Can't believe my bad taste. Can't help feeling stupid to fall into this endless pit, a trap he set.

perhaps Katherine was right these 2 yrs plus. He's not worth having me. I deserve a much better guy than this.