Today is my off day after 10 consecutive days of working.. Really tired.. Wonder is it physically or emotionally..
Went swimming with mum last night.. It's been years since I last swam.. haha.. Woodlands baby pool now has got a slide.. It's meant for below 12 only.. So when I climb up the lifeguard whistle at me.. And guess wad? I heck care n slide down.. hehe.. Since already been whistle why should I climb down right?! Haha.. That's me.. I rather take the risk than miss the fun.. Dun care how people look at me..
Anyway went Tampines megastoreS with bf on monday after work.. Love dating..
Went swimming with mum last night.. It's been years since I last swam.. haha.. Woodlands baby pool now has got a slide.. It's meant for below 12 only.. So when I climb up the lifeguard whistle at me.. And guess wad? I heck care n slide down.. hehe.. Since already been whistle why should I climb down right?! Haha.. That's me.. I rather take the risk than miss the fun.. Dun care how people look at me..
Anyway went Tampines megastoreS with bf on monday after work.. Love dating..
Life have been kinda routine.. work n sleep.. Miss the freedom in poly.. Miss having 5 day week.. I dun like shift work; I dun like 6 days of working!
Seriously I dun mind the work in children's emergency.. Colleagues are fine too.. Except that day when I was late for a course n sister started scolding not only me but the SSN n everyone blame me.. Nobody came forward to hold on to the trache tube when I wanna send the patient up n the SN who went with me said, 'I go up with her'. Not I go, U stay.. When sister ask of course I never tell her that.. I just said sorry lor.. Sometimes it's no point defending urself.. I was really angry with all of them defending themselves.. They were just crowding around talking n they defended themselves by saying they didn't ask me go it's I wanna go..
And there's this mother who very attitude.. When I pronounce her daughter's name as lo-vette.. She said,' Walan. LO-vette?" So I asked so how do U pronounce her name? And her reply was do u say I LO u? It's love-vette.. SOOOOOOOOOOO irritaing la! I feel like saying fuck u! Who ask u give such a stupid name spelled lovette.. Idiot!
And yes I love morning shift bcos I can meet my bf.. Afternoon shift only get $2.50 extra.. Which is nothing to me.. I changed 2 sunday morning to afternoon, a sunday off to thursday off.. But I refused a change of tuesday morning to afternoon led to complaining.. Why are people like that? Must I change even if I dun like it? But anyway I changed.. My bf is right.. I am just too kind.. It's not bcos she told another colleague that I dun wanna change.. It's cos I see that she is despo to change.. Wadeva..
Seriously I dun mind the work in children's emergency.. Colleagues are fine too.. Except that day when I was late for a course n sister started scolding not only me but the SSN n everyone blame me.. Nobody came forward to hold on to the trache tube when I wanna send the patient up n the SN who went with me said, 'I go up with her'. Not I go, U stay.. When sister ask of course I never tell her that.. I just said sorry lor.. Sometimes it's no point defending urself.. I was really angry with all of them defending themselves.. They were just crowding around talking n they defended themselves by saying they didn't ask me go it's I wanna go..
And there's this mother who very attitude.. When I pronounce her daughter's name as lo-vette.. She said,' Walan. LO-vette?" So I asked so how do U pronounce her name? And her reply was do u say I LO u? It's love-vette.. SOOOOOOOOOOO irritaing la! I feel like saying fuck u! Who ask u give such a stupid name spelled lovette.. Idiot!
And yes I love morning shift bcos I can meet my bf.. Afternoon shift only get $2.50 extra.. Which is nothing to me.. I changed 2 sunday morning to afternoon, a sunday off to thursday off.. But I refused a change of tuesday morning to afternoon led to complaining.. Why are people like that? Must I change even if I dun like it? But anyway I changed.. My bf is right.. I am just too kind.. It's not bcos she told another colleague that I dun wanna change.. It's cos I see that she is despo to change.. Wadeva..
Perhaps it's cos my bf said I thought Ming Li is very easy to get along one? Oh darling.. Dun think of me as Miss popular or Miss nice can? I'm just human.. I'm not as good or as clever as U think I am.. 3 years 2 months plus le.. U should know me better than that..
Okay.. I'll never finish with complaining about some unhappy things..
And yup I failed my TP again on 1st June.. Next test will be on 7th july.. Wish me luck.. Yup I was really really upset.. But after a cry, I'm fine.. It's just luck I guess..
Ming Li will never be perfect.. But she's striving on..
P.S: I'll not be a nurse for life! I've decided to change my career after my 2 years bond.. I wanna be a Pri teacher (my childhood dream).. But many things can happen in these 1 year 9 months plus.. I'll still be me.. I shall not care about objections.. 3 years ago.. Nobody agree on my choice of choosing nursing.. But I'm still hanging on.. For the $22,000 bond.. haha.. Maybe my prince will appear and take me away?
Okay.. I'll never finish with complaining about some unhappy things..
And yup I failed my TP again on 1st June.. Next test will be on 7th july.. Wish me luck.. Yup I was really really upset.. But after a cry, I'm fine.. It's just luck I guess..
Ming Li will never be perfect.. But she's striving on..
P.S: I'll not be a nurse for life! I've decided to change my career after my 2 years bond.. I wanna be a Pri teacher (my childhood dream).. But many things can happen in these 1 year 9 months plus.. I'll still be me.. I shall not care about objections.. 3 years ago.. Nobody agree on my choice of choosing nursing.. But I'm still hanging on.. For the $22,000 bond.. haha.. Maybe my prince will appear and take me away?
