Emptiness filled my heart..

Today took one case.. But never pass report cos when I wanna write report the staff nurse wanna see us students for teaching us documentation...

But I did serve medication and do changes in IMR etc.. It's tiring to take cases and stressful too..

Today lecturer said looking at my dark circles she knows I'm very tired and will fall sick next wk if I dun take care.. She ask me take lime and beef to boost my immunity.. Haha.. My bf said I got dark rings cos didn't sleep well as I called him at 1 plus.. Perhaps miss him so nv sleep well ba..

And I dun really see myself as a third yr student cos there're many things I nv did before..

Urinary catheterisation, NG tube insertion, Stomach washout, off drain, PEG feeding, Connect extension tubing, IM injection, collect urine FEME and culture from Indwelling catheter, Suctioning... Dunno why I got so many skills nv perform before.. Haiz.. Always busy with diapers and parameters..

Now eating instant beehoon.. Today finally no homework! So just now was watching HK drama.. How I wish tomorrow is saturday.. Am I lazy or wad?

Anyway during attachment I eat much more than usual as I'm hungry all day long.. I finish all my meals and take snacks on my way home and when I reach home.. Yet everytime attachment i'll get skinnier.. And I'm sick of people saying how thin I am..

That's all for today.. Hope tomorrow will be a better day..