Forgiven..

Bf meet me downstairs at 9 plus and came up awhile.. Met for an hour only.. Sianz.. he's tired..

Well I cried just now over tyhe phone with him.. He neglected my feelings.. I need more attention from him.. care and concern.. More love and misses.. perhaps he doesn't understand.. Not that he dun love me.. I know he does.. But perhaps sometimes I just need more.. feel empty sometimes.. Read someone's blog and feel that the guy and her is more suitable actually.. This makes me afraid.. Will my bf meet someone more suitable for him at SIM? It's not that I'm inferior.. Just that sometimes some people are just not meant to be..

Anyway kinda forgiven aunt le.. i'm not someone angry for long..

P.S.: My final GPA is 3.1 only.. Yup I'm disappointed but even more disappointed when my bf keep saying he's disappointed.. I know he isn't impress.. But wad can I do? I'm not as good as he thinks.. I'm just a girl.. Dun flatter me by saying i have brains I have looks I'm beautiful inside out when u dun mean it.. Bcos it hurts more when u lie than when u criticises..