Lack of guy friends.. haha..

Chatted with David over the phone for alomost 2 hours last night.. It's been like 2 years plus since I last met him.. Haha.. And that's the only time I met up with him.. Lolz..

Throughout my years of education I never contact dun mention going out with guys.. Except group outing.. Haha.. Perhaps cos they think I'm just so far away from them.. In upper sec I dun even play with guys anymore.. Perhaps cos my class always lack of guys.. Pri n sec is like that.. Poly even worse..

So the only guy friends I have are those I knew online and from work I guess.. And I never go out with them anymore.. Is it cos I'm attached? Or cos I dun want to?

I once said that the best way to prevent unfaithful is to stay away from it..

And this leads to my bf weird behaviour.. When he's in poly he goes out with his poly friends.. when he works in zoo or lemongrass, he goes out with his colleagues.. But when he graduate and quits, he'll no longer go out with them despite their invitations.. I really cannot understand.. Bcos I'm just so different.. I love going out with friends.. I organise gatherings.. Why is he so sociable when he's in it but once he's out he's totally indifferent?

Though I dun understand my bf.. So many differences.. So weird.. But I love him anyway..

I've learnt to accept.. I'm still trying my best in my relationship.. Sometimes I feel so xin fu.. Sometimes I feel so stupid to be with this guy who is so hard to understand.. So hard to reach for..

And to kat.. Thanks for hating him when he hurt me.. Thanks for saying he's handsome as long as he loves me.. I know he loves me now.. Much more compared to when we stead the first year.. But well he's still him.. I dun cry over trying hard to accept him le.. I know I can always go out there and find someone much better but no one is perfect.. So I'll still stick to my choice..

Love is about imperfections.. Trying to change him is like turning him to myself.. Which means I only love myself not him..

Dating is always fun..

Went IMM today with bf!! Hehe.. Treat him to Fish & Co.. Spent around $34..

He left my Giant plastic bag containing Ferrero Rocher, Hello Panda and 4 rechargeable batteries at the seat.. Almost half an hour then I asked him where are my things.. So we went back to take.. Lolz.. I laughed at him the whole day cos the waitress asked wad plastic bag and his answer is NORMAL plastic bag.. haha.. So I told her a Giant plastic bag.. Hehe.. My bf is soo cute la.. Endless laughter with him..

And when I came back.. It's such a coincidence lor.. My mum bought 2 batteries to replace the lost ones!!

Anyway bought 1 yr supply of acuvue clear instead of Freshkon which I wanna try cos my $40 voucher expires end of this month and can only buy clear disposable lens..

Love is great..

Thursday: He came over at night to pei me..

Friday: Went Sheng Siong with family then went orchard to meet bf walk walk and watched Watchmen.. rate it a 2.5 stars ba.. M18 for sexual and violence.. Quite boring at first.. Too draggy..

Saturday: Went to Iri's N Jeff's Chalet as they ROM on 6th March.. Happy for them.. And thanks Er Kee for helping me fix the problem of the PSP being lag..

Bf wait for me @ 962 bus stop as I told him I'll take bus 168 but ended up taking 969 as I can't find the bus stop for 168 @ Tampines.. I alighted at Admiralty and walked home.. So I call him when I reach home.. He came up and we watched Meet Dave.. I'll rate it a 3.5 stars.. It's really funny!! He slept over.. Loves..

Anyway I was really lost when I'm alone at an unfamiliar place searching for the main road bus stop of 168.. My hp battery was flat.. Haiz.. I guess even though I'm turing 20.. I'm still not independent.. I hate being alone.. Is it bcos of my childhood? I realised the importance of HP!

Waiting for my boy..

Went JB with family again for makan and jalan jalan..

Now waiting for bf to come and pei me..

Step up

Just watched Step up in tudou.. Rate it a 3 stars..

Missing him lots..

Gonna go to bed now..

Happy 2 years 11 months anniversary..

Quarrelled with bf over a stupid lie he made long long time ago.. One that bothered me for soo long.. Haiz.. Can't stand being with a liar.. He's a weirdo.. Yet I love him.. So I must be weird too..

Today: went ICA with him for passport extension, Oath taking.. He sent his application to SIM for RMIT business accounting.. Oh I'm working soon and he's going to go back to student life.. He listened to me and chose part time so that he can work..

I'm afraid our relationship will be affected by our busy different lives.. But still I wanna believe our love is strong.. Girls pls stay away from my bf.. He's MINE! Not that he's that great that many girls wanna snatch.. Hehe.. But Some girls just love to snatch people's bf ma.. Lolz.. And my bf is attractive in his own way..

Test date is on 17th April..

Yesterday went Lot 1 with bf from 3 plus to 6 plus.. Then went home watch HK drama till around 1am..

Today went driving - Compulsory Auto lesson.. Generally driving well.. But still not good in lane changing.. Feel that I like manual more than auto.. Haha.. Is it cos I'm used to the clutch and gear changing already?

Anyway just booked several revision lessons and driving test on 17th April 1pm.. Wish me luck!