Love makes me beautifOOl..

Last night was watching HK drama..

Then 9pm set off to boon lay to meet bf.. I reached at around 9:40.. However he didn't turn up and hp no reception which means he's delayed at camp.. I waited in the station till around 9:57pm then went to withdraw money from ATM near jurong point..

Still no reception.. Haiz.. So I went to the bus interchange.. Look for the board and saw that bus 193 can go Pasir Laba camp.. I took the guide sheet and board 193..

I refer to the guide for each station.. Then the indian foreigner asked me something.. I couldn't make out wad he's asking.. So he took the sheet from me and see for himself.. He alighted one station before me at S'pore discovery centre..

According to the guide, I've reached opp. the camp, but I could not see the camp.. So I asked the bus driver have I reached and he point to opp.. So I alight with a few army guys (Botak with black-framed spects is wad makes me think so)..

Anyway the bus stop nobody there so I followed them around 3 metres behind.. Then we reached a dark pathway under the flyover..

The pavement is muddy so I followed another 2 guys way stepping on small stones and squeeze through bet. the trees.. He was about to get out of the dark so I ran to catch up cos I'm scared.. At that point of time.. I really regret going..

Anyway when I finally see the camp.. My bf called me.. And then soon we see each other.. And took a cab home.. His campmates actually asked him to PS me.. So bad.. Cos it was 10 plus and he need to report to camp early today at 7am.. So I asked if he wanna just send me to Boon lay then return to camp to stay in.. Of cos he rejected.. The journey home by taxi is just 18 min.. Oh I spent more than an hour by bus and train lor..

So we met for less than 45 min.. Haiz.. Stupid army.. Silly me..

So today is my first day of PM posting.. Ends at 9:30pm so will reach home around 11pm.. And tomorrow morning shift have to wake up at 5am!! Sianz.. Why weekend must work?!

2 days of second week gone..

Tues and wed didn't meet bf cos he's sick.. Haiz.. So sian that I can't go visit him cos he won't allow.. Tonight think won't meet him either cos he told me wanna stay in cos exercise end too late.. I miss him.. Anyway this morning I saw him.. I was on the bus to admiralty then saw him walking to admiralty.. Just a glimpse..

These 2 days did 4 admissions.. gave MDI ventolin.. bathed infant, baby, toddler and child, feed milk through PEG, feed milk to baby etc etc.. Finally meet my preceptor today.. She's okay so far for today.. But didn't really talk to her cos I following the junior staff nurse..

Anyway today a cardiac Dr came and while I was washing my hand.. he asked me twice where is bed 17.. So I answered I'm not sure then he walked off irritated and asked an ITE student who pointed to the cubicle.. So I went to him and apologised.. I told him sorry.. I thought U were asking for the file.. LOLZ!! Aren't I stupid?! Cos usually Dr ask where is bed bla bla bla means the clinical chart or casenotes.. And today I wasn't in-charge of bed 17 that cubicle wad.. Anyway he smiled like paiseh when I said sorry.. Perhaps cos of his attitude earlier ba..

Anyway dunno is suay or careless.. yesterday when open door, finger kena hit by the person opening from the other side.. And today kicked the drip stand so hard that I got a bruise on ankle.. And somemore the bruise from taking blood few days ago haven recover yet.. Oh god.. I'm HURT!!

Nothing interesting these 2 days off..

Yesterday spent whole day watching HK drama.. At night went boon lay fetch bf and pei him eat dinner at admiralty.. On my way there in the train a fat kid and her elder sister was noisy sitting beside me.. And U know wad! He lose his balance and stepped hard on my toe and kick my shoe 2 seats away w/o apologising!! How ill-mannered of this clumsy fatso. Anyway I hopped to my shoe feeling stupid..

This morning woke up at 10 plus go IMM with mum and her friend then return at around 3 to watch HK drama till 7:30..




I'm feeling empty.. Dunno it's bcos tmr gotta start 2nd wk of PRCP after 4 days rest or bcos my bf started busy exercise so never call me and will be back late like yesterday.. Haiz.. Wadeva it is.. Ming Li!! Cheer up!! PRCP will be done with SOON!! 11 weeks ya..

I love dating..

Met bf at 2:40 to go NUH cos he wanna buy eardrop.. The stupid MO that time (a new girl) told him she can't see the perforation in his ear le and so he dun need eardrop anymore.. Rubbish lor.. His ear infection will come again and if the hole can heal by itself.. It would've healed years ago.. Anyway he drove there and we found out that the Pharmacy is just like normal polyclinic (closed on sun and PH).. Haiz.. Wasted $2 of parking fee..

So we went to East coast park to walk walk and dinner until 9 plus.. This is the second time we went there.. But still we didn't rollerblade nor cycle cos he scared paiseh that I can cycle and rollerblade better than him.. HAIZ!!

But anyway we walked and walked and walked.. Tired but happy cos we chat and laugh all the way..







I love exploring singapore with him driving every sunday..

I just done with facial mask.. I use Garnier Light cos it's good.. Anyway I using the toner and moisturiser of this product too.. It is effective in whitening..

I started taking care of my skin since 18.. Before that I only use tap water to wash.. Hehe.. but lucky I;ve got no serious skin problem.. Started off with Clean and clear and had since tried a few other brands.. For mask I've tried Olay, Neutrogena, Ginvera, from Missha, the Face Shop, Watson's etc.. But now I stick to Garnier.. Though should use twice a week.. I use like 2 times a month only cos no money.. Haha.. And I buy it from Guardian whereby often there's discount @ $2.45 whereby original is $4.90.. ANd Watsons' at most discount till $2.95.. And after using on my face.. I'll wipe my body with it.. So budget hor?

Many said my complexion is good.. But then who dun wish they have flawless skin? I've pimple outbreak too.. Though not alot.. And I hate my dark eye circles and whiteheads at T-zone.. Haiz..

One has to be rich and dilligent to have flawless skin lor.. Born with it is simply not enough.. Must go for facial monthly and apply full range of products twice daily.. Now I've neither enough money nor time.. Hehe..

But I'm trying my best le.. I wash my face using clean and clear facial wash and apply toner and moisturiser twice daily.. And I use Neutrogena pore refining peel twice weekly after squeezing my blocked pores.. Though many told me not to squeeze pimples etc.. I still think it's the only way to get those impurities out..

I used to think that it's crazy to spend time on the face like that.. But when it becomes a habit.. It's nothing.. Bf and mum commented that I yue lai yue ai mei.. Well I admit that..

But still I find myself not pretty enough lor.. Haha.. Especially when my bf always look at other girls when we go out.. He's especially attracted to fair and tall ladies with great legs.. Though he love my legs, he'll compare and say they're fairer, figure better etc..

Oh! I'm not perfect and never will be.. But so wad?! I believe I'm the best he can ever find.. Cos he's not that great either.. Haha.. At least he knows that.. And he strongly believes that he can never find someone who treat him as good as me..

By the way Friendster is crazy after their maintenance on sat night.. Cos I've got only 26 friends left (I never delete) and Dav told me he got much more frds.. Oh hope problem will be solved soon..

Unhappy.

Last night slept at 3 plus after reading U-weekly..

Woke up at around ten.. Called bf upon seeing missed call from his house.. But it was again his nephew playing with phone.. Chat for 2 min and he say dun wanna talk le.. Fine. At 11 plus he called me again to ask about a toy.. I thnk it is called magic cube.. I hate it when he and my mum use the same tone on me.. "Huh.. U dunno meh.." They think I'm some genius or something?! I must know every single thing just bcos my memory is better than them? I'm only human.. An average student.. Not so clever.

My mum everytime headache or giddy or wadeva will ask me "doctor.. why like that?" Oh Please!!!! I'm just a STUDENT nurse! Never will become a doctor k!! If she really wanted me to be a doctor.. First of all, she's never willing to spend money on me. Second, she wanted me to go poly so that I can faster earn money. But she always ask me to go get degree now (And Using my own money which I dun have!!)

And I'm so irritated now bcos she always ask me stupid questions like U nv sweep the floor before hor? I DID OKAY!!! Whenever she sees me idle around.. She'll ask me go throw rubbish, wipe my cupboard wadeva.. I'm tired. Really tired. I just need a break on my off day. She always say i go out with bf nv bring her go.. I did for around 5 times OK! I even brought her out with my friends before.. I'm only human. Let me off please.

And my stupid bf always dun ans my call. he needs space he ignore me, he needs me then he call me out. I wanna go out with him also bcos I hate to stay at home being nagged at.

Great Fri and Sat spent with my dearest..

Day 5 of Prcp was okay.. Helped with para taking.. Observed PEG feeding and fed med thru PEG.. Observed suctioning..

Fri night bf made me angry with his attitude problem.. But forgave him cos made him stand downstairs and wait for 10 min and look down the window and asked him to reach for a tall leaf.. Lolz.. Watching him behaving so silly like 3 yrs ago when he woo me.. I'm appeased and let him come up.. We slept early cos we were both tired..

Anyway went Suntec today.. Had lotsa laughter again.. Went to the Food Fair and Book Fair.. Went millenia walk and Marina Square as well.. But the movie we wanna watch was selling fast so went to Yishun to watch..

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa is a very funny movie.. I rate it 4.5 stars.. Hehe..

Tomorrow going out with bf again.. Wonder where he'll drive me to..

Day 4

Fortgot to mention yesterday I measured my weight.. It was 42.2Kg!! I've gained weight.. My max was 42kg.. Now I hit a new record.. But not surprising cos my appetite seems bigger now and my tummy shows after meal..

Anyway today assisted in bathing 2 babies of 10 mths and 13 mths.. Hope can get a chance to bathe little infants again.. Presented on admission of patients.. Today preceptor on MC.. Tmr she night shift.. So will only see her next wed I guess..

Today let a medical student took 10mls of blood from me (2 tubes).. To test for variecella (chicken pox) antibodies and Hep B antibodies.. Cos I had not had chicken pox before.. As for Hep B.. I had my 3 jabs 2 yrs ago.. This student Louis said that my vein is very obvious.. I said ya cos my skin is thin.. Then he commented that next time hospitalised very easy to get blood.. My reaction is CHOY!! Perhaps he's too nervous that he said things w/o thinking.. Haha.. He was shaking when he insert the needle and drawing blood.. So I 'ouch!'.. It was too deep I think cos after that I still feel the pain.. Then abit swollen.. Think got bruise le..



Haiz.. Last night lie in bed at 9 plus and called bf but no reception.. After which he sms me to tell me he'll take cab at 10 plus to go home sleep.. He woke me up with his sms telling me that he reach home le and will go bathe.. So I asked him to call me when he wanna sleep.. End up he sms me night at 11:05pm.. But I didn't see it until 1 plus when I suddenly wake up.. So sad la.. Stupid right.. Wait and wait to no avail.. Anyway in the morning he called me and sms me sorry cos he dun wanna wake me up.. So I forgave him..

But he just called me to say he's still busy in camp so dunno wad time he's coming back.. SIAN!! He promised to spend time with me tonight..