A day w/o my bf..

Woke up at 12 plus with nightmares.. I keep dreaming of my bf.. I woke up and sms him not to leave me.. But I can't exactly remember wad i dreamt.. Haha..

Watched HK drama again.. Then take train to meet chun and shi yu to Peninsula @ city hall for Korea BBQ cum buffet.. Spent $22 each cos chun got 20% discount.. Tried to call my bf again while on my way but his hp got no reception yet again..









My bf called me at 7 plus.. Finally.. Chat for awhile.. He ask me why i sms him asking him not to leave me when last nite then we go dating.. Haha.. I know I'm silly la..

Anyway Shiyu is yet another person who thought there must be alot of guys wooing me in poly.. That's not true at all! My course is deprived of guys! And girls thinking they will woo me if they're guys doesn't mean guys think so.. Haha..
I'm not that great..

We ate for 2 hrs! Then went home with chun.. Tried calling my bf when I'm walking alone but can't get him again.. felt empty at that moment..

Oh ya.. Today my mum told me about how bad my dad was again.. So besides blaming her for being pregnant with me and not being around for the childbirth of my bro and me.. He did other things as well. They got divorced when i was 10 after 3 yrs of separation.. And he owe HDB 5K cos he dun want us to get our flat.. And he owe my grandma 2K.. So no choice my mum paid for it.. Last month my dad was admitted to hospital for skin problem.. My mum told me that may be retribution.. Never be evil! Oh mummy.. I know how bad you always nag he was.. But still he's my dad.. U still will ask me go visit him.. So why keep on telling me things that happened so many yrs ago? Wad matters most is that he's changed.. And u have nothing to do with him anymore.. Let bygones be bygones..

Anyway now feel empty cos only managed to talk to bf for 5 min.. He's exhausted and need to wake up early tmr.. Can't wait to hug him tmr nite.. =P

Happy dating..

Watched HK drama for the whole afternoon then went out with my boy boy at 3.. We went Bugis.. But after awhile buay tahan the crowd so we went city hall.. Went Marina Square for dinner.. Went Esplanade walk walk.. A romantic night.. And recently he dun give a damn to public affection la.. Suddenly hug me and gave me a peck on the lips.. And he looked at me and said I'm pretty twice today.. He is so happy that he cheated me into becoming his girlfriend 2 yrs plus ago.. And said deep down I mind he is made in china.. Oh I love him and treat him as a singaporean.. Cos he migrated here to become a S'pore citizen since young and nothing of him makes me feel china.. Oh dunno wad's wrong with my boy la..



Anyway I just did pore refining peel and eye mask.. Having pimples outbreak.. Even my back got a few.. This is rare for Ming Li.. I know.. Haha.. Is it drink not enough water or never eat fruits or heaty or wad? Doesn't matter cos all I want is to recover.. Haha.. My mum ask me go facial cos she got few more sessions with the facial package..

And I can't fall asleep now dunno y.. He already went to sleep while I was bathing.. Sian.. Always is I wait for him he dun usually wait for me.. But it's ok.. He's tired.. Tomorrow his exercise will end late so doubt he'll go home.. So I date chun (Pri sch fren) and Shiyu ( a girl we know when working part-time last time) tomorrow.. Meeting them 6:30 at City Hall go eat Korean Steamboat/BBQ buffet..

Oh and I was thinking of going to cut my fringe tomorrow.. Cos recently I take pics always delete cos my fringe looks so ugly..

Hari Raya Eve..

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri! Haha.. Though it doesn't concerns me but my boy boy no need go army tmr so it does affects me.. Heex..

Anyway he called me at 3.36am last nite.. He said thought I sleep le so never call me at 2 plus.. Sian diao.. WE chat for barely 3 min.. But better than nv call me though he woke me up..

He's on his way back now.. I meeting him at 4:45 go admiralty pass dvd (HK drama) to Iris.. Then go Yishun have dinner..

Anyway my mum just came back from her last day of work.. Hehe.. Kinda glad cos no need wash dishes everyday le! Can resume my normal routine of washing once a week..



He change his mind.. He said wanna sleep till 6.. So I'll go meet my fren alone.. Totally irritated by his indecisiveness! So I said I dun wanna go out eat le. Asked him later buy dinner for me. He's rather unhappy but said if I prefer this way then ok lor. And then we hung up.


Okay.. I'm soft-hearted.. Called him to chit-chat and make up with him le.. Heex.. Lame.. He reach home le so we hung up.. He'll call me when he wake up lor..


He came my house with my dinner (Fried hor fun) at 8 plus and went home at 11 plus.. Thanks dear..

Waited in vain..

Haiz.. Watched tv from 9 to 11 then online mainly to window shop.. The models are pretty.. The clothes are nice.. Makes me more depressed cos I'm not tall nor pretty enough.. And no money to buy clothes..

It's 2 plus and I'm still waiting for him to call me.. He called me at 8 plus saying he going to sleep then 2am wake up continue with the exercise... So I told him to call me at 2 and he say ok..

Waited and waited.. Called him but heard the irritating "Starhub is unable to get a response......" cos his camp reception not good must go corridor then can call me..

Disappointed that he forgot to call me.. Going to sleep now.. The eye mask doesn't seems to work.. Perhaps cos sleeping late facing the computer is simply too taxing for my eyes..

Marriage?

Went for lunch with mum and uncle at 2 plus..

Ate fish porridge though I yearn for other food..

Cos my teeth will only recover only on wednesday..

Today not pain except when biting..

Why spend money and suffer pain? Haha.. I've always thought of it as unfair why others are born with beautiful teeth whereas I need to spend money and bear the pain?

Well everyone have flaws.. I've things people yearn for too.. I comfort myself many a times.. Haha..

Anyway what drew the last straw to making me go through this is when I saw the wedding pics of my fren.. Her teeth is not straight too..

I dun wish to have my large photo hanging on the wall with my teeth not straight..

And the two teeth that hides behind is starting to decay no matter how hard I try to maintain dental hygiene.. Everytime go polish it will turn back to white but as time pass, it starts to decolourise again..

And I spent the whole afternoon reading U weekly and The Straits Times.. Miss reading newspaper with bf as we will discuss and argue and laugh..

Talking about marriage.. recently my mum was telling me no need wait for save enough money, new flat come etc etc before getting married de.. Like her, she ROM at 19 and gave birth to my brother at 22 also raise us up wad.. I disagree with her view and my bf knows that..

I dun wanna live with in-laws cos i dun want any conflicts.. I want honeymoon trip, I want wedding dinner.. Haha.. And that's wad my bf wants too.. Both of us dun wanna get married cos of pregnancy.. And my bf wants a 5 room flat..

So hopefully we'll get married when i'm 24 and give birth when i'm 26.. Hehe.. though he had said 20/12/2012 he will marry me (That's his 24th birthday)... And he say wanna get me pregnant during my 2 yrs bond wif kkh so give birth free... LOl.. I know he's kidding.. Crazy guy.. He said he wants 3 children and he wants me to not work until the child turn 1.. 4 months maternity leave is not enough ya?

Lolz.. He got lots of plans ya? He made no promises to me.. These 2 yrs plus he dare not promise for fear of breaking them.. But every word he said.. Every hope, every dream are promises to me.. We both hope for forever though i always say we'll last meh?

And guess what? What matters most is that my dream of becoming a wife by 26 comes true.. Haha.. Cos I wanna be a young and pretty bride.. =P

Anyway my bf is complaining my basic pay of $1600 is low as a professional nurse.. Lolz.. With diploma pay so low.. That's wad he said.. Well I will pursue a degree.. And he going SIM after ORD next July.. I believe we'll lead a good life.. And sometimes he complain very sian to have children.. Haha.. And I agreed.. Though I love babies.. One day I saw a mother pushing the baby looking tired and sort of haggard.. I told my bf I'm afraid of aging.. I wanna be single, young and attractive.. Lolz..

Oh life is so short la.. My bf say hey u turning 20 next yr liao leh.. It's like Oh darling.. Please stop reminding me that I'm growing up day by day..

Monday blue..

Waited for my bf till 12 plus last night and fell asleep.. He woke me up at around 12:45 to say that he on his way at CTE.. Then 1 plus he called to say he going to park the car and Q up to bathe.. I always wait for my bf before sleeping de.. But I was too tired..

I woke up at 6 plus go toilet so i sms him mornin.. He told me he slept at 2:30 and didn't sleep well.. Haha.. Kinda glad he didn't wake me up at 2 plus..

Anyway he called me just now at 12 plus to tell me his exercise is 24 hr de.. Sop he not coming back tonight but he'll be back 12 plus tmr.. Haiz.. Here goes my monday I guess.. My life more or less revolves around him.. Oh my life would be so boring w/o him..

Today marks the start of my second week of holiday.. And I've got no plans.. Poly frenz r mostly at attachment or working.. Sec sch frens has gone to UNI which means they're very busy.. Haha.. So only poor Ming Li stays in singapore rotting.. If I have money to go overseas jiu hao le.. No particular country I wanna visit.. But sad to say my bf always tease me cos 19 yrs old le still nv board a plane b4..

Enough of complaining le.. Post again when I have things to share ba..

Sunday is over soon..

Met bf under his block and walk to admiralty at 3:30 instead of 2 cos he overslept and never call me immediately after he wake up.. he didn't really wanna go out but bo bian cos need to pei me..

Wenr IMM shop and he ate chicken rice while i eat tau suan.. Cos my teeth pain after tightening braces today even though i took one ponstan..

Came home early cos he need to go pick his parents at the airport..

Anyway was unhappy with him cos he treats family better than me.. Never really care about me.. And told him upset bf dun read gf blog.. But I know him too well.. He just won't bother to..

Anyway forgave him le.. He said he driving them home cos need 2 cars.. Too many people.. Well wadeva.. I only know that he that time failed to drive me home from custom..

I told him there's nothing wrong with treating family and ex good.. But just dun make me feel he treat others better than me can.. He replied ok...

Oh and today he said next time our children except height everything (features, complexion etc..) inherit from me can le.. So sian diao lor.. 158 very short meh?! He as a guy only 170 lor.. Still dare say me..

Just did pore refining peel for mum and myself.. Help her trim her eyebrow.. And I just put eye mask..

Now doing nothing much.. Just online and wait for bf to return home..

Anyway finally finish watching the tang xin feng bao zhi jia hao yue yuan..