Unhappy.

Last night slept at 3 plus after reading U-weekly..

Woke up at around ten.. Called bf upon seeing missed call from his house.. But it was again his nephew playing with phone.. Chat for 2 min and he say dun wanna talk le.. Fine. At 11 plus he called me again to ask about a toy.. I thnk it is called magic cube.. I hate it when he and my mum use the same tone on me.. "Huh.. U dunno meh.." They think I'm some genius or something?! I must know every single thing just bcos my memory is better than them? I'm only human.. An average student.. Not so clever.

My mum everytime headache or giddy or wadeva will ask me "doctor.. why like that?" Oh Please!!!! I'm just a STUDENT nurse! Never will become a doctor k!! If she really wanted me to be a doctor.. First of all, she's never willing to spend money on me. Second, she wanted me to go poly so that I can faster earn money. But she always ask me to go get degree now (And Using my own money which I dun have!!)

And I'm so irritated now bcos she always ask me stupid questions like U nv sweep the floor before hor? I DID OKAY!!! Whenever she sees me idle around.. She'll ask me go throw rubbish, wipe my cupboard wadeva.. I'm tired. Really tired. I just need a break on my off day. She always say i go out with bf nv bring her go.. I did for around 5 times OK! I even brought her out with my friends before.. I'm only human. Let me off please.

And my stupid bf always dun ans my call. he needs space he ignore me, he needs me then he call me out. I wanna go out with him also bcos I hate to stay at home being nagged at.

Great Fri and Sat spent with my dearest..

Day 5 of Prcp was okay.. Helped with para taking.. Observed PEG feeding and fed med thru PEG.. Observed suctioning..

Fri night bf made me angry with his attitude problem.. But forgave him cos made him stand downstairs and wait for 10 min and look down the window and asked him to reach for a tall leaf.. Lolz.. Watching him behaving so silly like 3 yrs ago when he woo me.. I'm appeased and let him come up.. We slept early cos we were both tired..

Anyway went Suntec today.. Had lotsa laughter again.. Went to the Food Fair and Book Fair.. Went millenia walk and Marina Square as well.. But the movie we wanna watch was selling fast so went to Yishun to watch..

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa is a very funny movie.. I rate it 4.5 stars.. Hehe..

Tomorrow going out with bf again.. Wonder where he'll drive me to..

Day 4

Fortgot to mention yesterday I measured my weight.. It was 42.2Kg!! I've gained weight.. My max was 42kg.. Now I hit a new record.. But not surprising cos my appetite seems bigger now and my tummy shows after meal..

Anyway today assisted in bathing 2 babies of 10 mths and 13 mths.. Hope can get a chance to bathe little infants again.. Presented on admission of patients.. Today preceptor on MC.. Tmr she night shift.. So will only see her next wed I guess..

Today let a medical student took 10mls of blood from me (2 tubes).. To test for variecella (chicken pox) antibodies and Hep B antibodies.. Cos I had not had chicken pox before.. As for Hep B.. I had my 3 jabs 2 yrs ago.. This student Louis said that my vein is very obvious.. I said ya cos my skin is thin.. Then he commented that next time hospitalised very easy to get blood.. My reaction is CHOY!! Perhaps he's too nervous that he said things w/o thinking.. Haha.. He was shaking when he insert the needle and drawing blood.. So I 'ouch!'.. It was too deep I think cos after that I still feel the pain.. Then abit swollen.. Think got bruise le..



Haiz.. Last night lie in bed at 9 plus and called bf but no reception.. After which he sms me to tell me he'll take cab at 10 plus to go home sleep.. He woke me up with his sms telling me that he reach home le and will go bathe.. So I asked him to call me when he wanna sleep.. End up he sms me night at 11:05pm.. But I didn't see it until 1 plus when I suddenly wake up.. So sad la.. Stupid right.. Wait and wait to no avail.. Anyway in the morning he called me and sms me sorry cos he dun wanna wake me up.. So I forgave him..

But he just called me to say he's still busy in camp so dunno wad time he's coming back.. SIAN!! He promised to spend time with me tonight..

Day 3

Last nite after bathing went admiralty to have dinner with bf.. Then go admiral park walk walk.. Miss those days where we date downstairs and not in my house.. Haha..

This week mon to fri all 8 to 4..

Today helped in toilet bathing and sponging..

Taking parameters and observe CLC and update I/O chart and do admission and observe PEG (button) feeding.. It's so hard to look at the pupils of kids cos they're uncooperative.. And many a times BP are inaccurate cos child is fretful..

Observed a child having fits and after observing iv cannulation, I carried him back to his parents.. He cried all the way..

Before going home.. Sisiter Sim (Nurse clinician) spoke to us.. And she said I'm quiet.. Oh my god.. How many times have CIs said that when they dun even know me.. They didn't even see me talking to parents and chatting with colleagues wor.. Perhaps I just have the quiet look.. Oh man! I'm super talkative k!

Anyway the roster for next week came out le.. Mon and tues I off.. Which means i got 4 days straight off.. The rest is 7 to 3 except fri is 1.30 to 9.30..

I very sian that roster is 2 weeks come out de.. Cos I planned to drive on all off days so that I can finish by Jan and take the test by March.. Haiz!!

Anyway yesterday human resource people briefed us and we need to prepare documents.. So I asked can I just provide one parent photocopy of IC since my parents are divorced.. Felt my heart thumping hard when all eyes were on me across the room.. Oh.. I never minded telling people that.. But to say it in front of more than 30 people.. This is the 2nd time.. The first was in sec 4 when we practise for eng oral.. I drew the topic my family..

By the way my bf not coming back tonight cos he got BBQ in camp.. Oh.. MIssinG him already.. nvm.. Tmr can hug him again..

Day 2..

Today was in conference room 2 until 12.30pm.. Was so sleepy that my eyelid keep drooping.. BUt slept for 5 min during tea break then okay le..

After lunch, went to ward 56 for orientation but sisters not around cos got meeting.. Senior Staff Nurse briefly brought us around the ward..

My preceptor today off.. So never see her.. But accordung to NP student, she's quite nice..

At 3 plus we just walk around talking to patients as well as family.. I realise how hard it is to handle naughty kids!!

Anyway I asked a female doctor if I can observe her check the newly admitted kid.. She IGNORED me! And my friend saw that.. But I observed anyway..

And the PCA ORDERED me to take baju, water and blanket for another patient.. However I could not find cup so ask around and found it.. Sometimes people are just attitude when they see u standing around doing nothing.. But no choice wad.. We're not assigned to anything or anywhere yet.. First day is blur de la..

Hope tomorrow whereby I'll start work will be a nice day!! It's 8 to 4 tmr..

First day of PRCP..

Woke up at 6am.. Met Zhu Yu and her roommate Ma Li Li (who is going ward 56 with me) at Novena station at 7.30am.. My eyes could hardly open during the powerpoint briefing by sister Janet who commented that I tie my hair very nice and neat.. Hehe.. And I kept yawning.. Had a practice of wearing gown and double gloves as well as removing them..





Went to the new staff lounge for lunch cos Kopitiam is closed for renovation until Jan..





The staff lounge is really nice lor.. Not like a hospital..




After lunch went for hospital tour from 2 to 4..

Reached home at around 5.15pm.. I just bathed.. Now waiting for bf to come.. I'm missing him day and night.. Oh so mushy.. But nvm, cos he won't bother to read my blog de.. When i wanna show him pictures i took, he also dun wanna see.. Sad right? BUT I'm used to it le.. Give and take lor.. At least he never fails to bring laughter to me..

Last day of holiday...

Went Dental with bf this morning after breakfast..

Then went Orchard.. bf bought a LEVIS Jeans.. After $50 trade-in discount is $79.90..




Went Admiralty to get my free trial Acuvue OASYS contact lenses while Bf went home to drive the car to fetch me.. We went Woodlands Point there to alter his jeans and for dinner.. We shared lots of laughter!!!




Tomorrow starting my 3-month Pre-registration consolidation placement (PRCP).. Haiz.. Can't wait for FEb to come!! Haha.. Wish me the best of luck!!

Anyway my mum agreed with $300 per month in the end..