Friday is a rainy day..

Late for 12 min cos missed train and is it raining so train too slow? I dunno but lucky my friends waited for me..

Went Bedok and Chai Chee for 6 cases today.. The patients are nice to treat me drink Coke, Chrysanthemum tea and Yakult.. Haha..

Changed to polo tee at Bedok station but forgot bring slippers to change so v. ugly to wear shorts with the ah ma black shoes..

Anyway reach home at around 2.45..

After bathing I off my hp cos the mms to my bf cannot be sent out..

I was watching HK drama when I realise my hp never ring.. So I checked and realise I forgot to on it back.. Saw 2 messages and 10 caller alerts from bf.. So called him back..

He reached home at 3 plus.. It's not my fault I nv on my phone cos I blur.. It's he stupid nv call me house to look for me instead.

Angry with him. I'm having a flu so dun wish to talk to him as he said dun meet me tonite le. Sick and tired of his threatening of not meeting. Crazy.

Anyway last nite he finally called me at 9 plus. He told me he cannot come back as one of his campmates take off.. He is not well-liked by the rest so nobody take over his duties.. They drew lots and my bf and another guy so suay kena. And the room too many officers and no reception so can't contact me..

Wadeva. Tired of army bf. Tired of him. I'm sick now. Need a better guy who really cares for me.

Worried..

I called his house his mum says he haven go home yet.. I called him and it's still ' Starhub is unable to get a response..' The last time he contact me was 5.23 am.. He's not so irresponsible de leh.. If he's going home late he'll call me de..
Anyway if u r wondering why my blog lack photos recently and my friendster also nv upload pics.. It's simply cos as xueling said when she sees me today.. U looked shag.. Yes I'm pretty tired these few wks..



And wanna post how the watch my bf bought look like cos it's not bad and cheap.. I have taste cos my friend also say it's nice..

It isn't wad I thought...

Woke up at around 5am today then sleep back cos set the alarm at 5.55am.. However bf sms me at around 5.25am to tell me he go sleep until 12 and come back normal timing as the exercise finishes...

So I slept back and woke up when alarm sets off.. but oops.. Off the alarm and fell asleep.. Lucky woke up at 6:13am so quickly prepare and went out.. Wanna take bus to admiralty cos drizzling but when I wanna jaywalk across there're simply too much cars so as I see the bus, I decided to walk in the rain.. And reach admiralty just to miss the train and waited for 6 min..

Reach there and meet Deborah, Arfa and Aisyah... Only Aisyah is early.. The other 2 are late.. So we never wait for Arfa who later lost their way..

Anyway I'm assigned to SN Helen Tan and set off late cos they're having conflicts on taking cases and taking leave.. And I never bring umbrella so kena said..

Went to four patients' house in tampines and pasir ris.. Helped to carry the super heavy bag containing the stuffs needed for taking bp, hypocount, dressing, urinary catherisation and NG tube insertion..

Ended at 2 cos she never give us lunch break.. Took bus 3 to Pasir Ris station.. Went white sands toilet and eat curry puff and mushroom chicken puff.. That's my breakfast cum lunch.. people were looking at me cos I'm wearing uniform at a place not near hospitals.. So tao yan..

Took train to Raffles Place to transfer cos thought can get a seat but too many people.. So stand all the way and coincidentally met xueling they all at novena..

Dropped off with nurul and Yinling at Yishun cos wanna return the dvd bf rented (last day le.. Later fine la..) Cos first time rent got bonus of $3.50 so no need to pay.. But I dun think I'll rent a 2nd time cos too mafan to return especially alone.

Reach home at 4 plus.. Eat lots of cookies and watch HK drama till 5 plus then bathe..

Now trying to contact bf for the dunno how many times cos it's late le.. Dunno why still no reception.. is it still in camp or hp no battery.. Wadeva the reason he should've tried to contact me.. Make me worry lor.. Wad if he got some accident or collapse right.. Okay choy..

So I shall say that today is not such a great day as I expect..

Need a break..

Today I never take case though I served med.. I'm just too tired to take case.. Busy all day.. And angry cos kena scolded by a fussy patient when I feed PEG..

Anyway my 2nd uncle came so we went out for dinner..

Met my bf awhile before he book in.. Went admiral park.. Then when i walk back alone got 2 malay guys who looked gangster said hello to me.. I simply walk off..

Tomorrow and fri going HSE and mon is PH.. Yeah.. No need go back 7C for 5 days.. Really need a break..

PRCP posting is out.. I'm posted to ward 56.. Paeds medical.. Total 4 students and none of which i know.. But at least the discipline is wad I want.. Lucky nv post me to gynae or obs.. Hehe..

I aim to finish learning driving during PRCP so that I can take my test before my PDL expires on 6th march.. Hope can pass first time!! So many things ongoing..

Emptiness filled my heart..

Today took one case.. But never pass report cos when I wanna write report the staff nurse wanna see us students for teaching us documentation...

But I did serve medication and do changes in IMR etc.. It's tiring to take cases and stressful too..

Today lecturer said looking at my dark circles she knows I'm very tired and will fall sick next wk if I dun take care.. She ask me take lime and beef to boost my immunity.. Haha.. My bf said I got dark rings cos didn't sleep well as I called him at 1 plus.. Perhaps miss him so nv sleep well ba..

And I dun really see myself as a third yr student cos there're many things I nv did before..

Urinary catheterisation, NG tube insertion, Stomach washout, off drain, PEG feeding, Connect extension tubing, IM injection, collect urine FEME and culture from Indwelling catheter, Suctioning... Dunno why I got so many skills nv perform before.. Haiz.. Always busy with diapers and parameters..

Now eating instant beehoon.. Today finally no homework! So just now was watching HK drama.. How I wish tomorrow is saturday.. Am I lazy or wad?

Anyway during attachment I eat much more than usual as I'm hungry all day long.. I finish all my meals and take snacks on my way home and when I reach home.. Yet everytime attachment i'll get skinnier.. And I'm sick of people saying how thin I am..

That's all for today.. Hope tomorrow will be a better day..

Stupid.

I lied in bed since 9pm and unable to sleep so went toilet at 9:51pm.

As I was in toilet I have a hench that he'll call me. So quickly go back to my room and check my hp. True enough!! 9.55pm one missed call from him. Called him back at 9:57pm and no reception again!! Damn it. Called 3 times also like that.. Haiz.

Anyway came online cos forgot to send Zhu Yu homework to be combined.

Very sian diao now. Why am I so blur that I didn't put my hp into my pocket and go toilet like I usually do?!!

Lonely night..

Although mdm Tang told me to take case today, I didn't cos I dunno how to make changes in imr etc yet so I learnt today and tomorrow will probably take case. She signed our Logbook today for mid-way de..

" A proactive, alert and keen to upgrade oneself student - keep it up! health tips shared to improve her weight and increase immunity. A reliable, responsible and caring nurse. Has potential to EXCEL with guidance. "


I must say that the feedback is exceptionally good.. But I still dun like this posting.. Haha.. Too much homework..


Anyway I just met bf for 5 min cos he booking in for exercise on night shift. Haiz. This means I've got no dear to talk to when I'm lying in bed going to sleep later.. Missing him already..